The Beginning!!!

New sem started with the new Mervin, staying at newly rent house,with new bed,new wardrobe drive 'new car''kelisa, new housemates, new lecturers for this semester, with new coursemate from German(student exchange), new lifestyle and most importantly new effort and new aspiration.
For the first week of the semester, and for the first time i am being so attentive in the class. Maybe the way of those lecturers delivered their lectures effectively or my personal aspiration changed my personality. I want to have a good results for this semester. If possible i hope that i can gain a four flat. But is that possible? Some might think that i just dreaming, but who care, this my aspiration for this coming 2 years. For the sake of my self-improvement, i will work harder to achieve my goal. Having quiz for the first week of the semester is kinda surprising, but i did my revision. There will be 2 more quizzes coming next week. Preparation is the for my to achieve my goal.
What i meant by new lifestyle? New aspiration is one of the factors that changes my living style. Being single again is also one of it. Somehow when you were not single turned single, you might feel some kind of loneliness, but i don't have the mood to change my status. Just need some friends who really can understand me and talk to me, and lean his/her ears to me. I wish i could find someone in my uni. At the moment none can do so, all are just friends who looking for your help or seeking benefits from you. Some even worst, trying to pull you down, uninspired you. It's kind of tough for me, especially when you tried to be truly yourself and helping sincerely. They are humans, even your pal next to you try to fail your effort. Seem like being myself isn't easy for me, coz no matter what you are doing, they will look for your mistake. Waking up early and sleep early seem to be a healthy lifestyle, but the worst thing is a sleep most of the time, i old bad habit, i tried to eliminate it, but it staying at the home doing nothing, with no friend, what else you can do. of course sleep la.
Aspiration is there, but to achieve it, i need to pass through all those hindrance in front me. I wish i could do so. Perharp someone can stay beside me when i pass through my life. I wish...