Internship's Diary- Day 59&60

I was suddenly sick last Thursday night, so i took MC for Friday. Out of sudden, my muscle on the left between my abdomen and thigh was in pain since Thursday morning and got out of control went it reached late evening. I could barely move. Any single movement will cause me in deep pain. Even when i car passed through those bump road, i could feel the pain. Can't even laugh. Damn! Doctor said that i might me overwork and sprained my muscle. Well, no doubt i just shifted to workshop with those heavy work, but i had my daily exercise in gym. Sigh....So i didn't count that day in.

July 13 (Monday)

I was suppose to go out with D. Due to a bundle of works in the workshop, I had to stay in the workshop installing those control valve onto the tractors. All those installation must be done by 3pm for delivery. After all, i only manage to get everything done by 4pm. Luckily one of the lorry drive MC, so some of those delivery postponed. And after 4pm, i was free until 5.30pm.

Went to gym, rpm class....blah....blah... like usually.

July 14 (Thurday)

Went out with Sh to Port Dickson and Banting. To PD for normal 2nd service on the tractor L2800 after 400 hours usage. Was in PD till 3pm. Sh took sometime to distribute his wedding invitation cards to his friends and family members coz he was originate from PD.

Then went to Banting to dismantle the tractor engine from the tractor. The engine need to be overhaul. Any job related to engine overhaul isn't easy coz the process installing and disengaging engine is energy consumption and proper precision is required. Imagine an engine required 4 man powers to carry it up to the Ford Ranger. I was a bit frustrated as we were actually late. Reached Puchong office by 6.30pm instead of 5.30pm. Sigh.... 1 hour overtime without pay.

Was actually so wanted to take photo for my visa application, but somehow i found out that my shoe bag missing. Searched here and there and even went to gym and looked for it, but failed. I lost my precious nike bag, nike shoe and nike socks. Damn!!!!! I just bought that bag. I lost above RM250 just in a day. Sigh.....

Internship's Diary- Day 55- 58

July 6 (Monday)

I was still in the Part Department, doing my unfinished task. By 12 noon, i actually manage to finish the given task. I told Ym about that and passed all my completed data to him. As she promised, Ym met the manager, Is so transfer me back to Service Department. He agreed and i will be continue back to my initial work place starting tomorrow. The workshop.

Since i completed all the task before lunch, so i was kinda free on after lunch. Just some minor work here and there. Free from 2pm-5.30pm. Haha...

July 8 (Tuesday)

Yeah. I was in the workshop. On the morning, D brought me Shah Alam to repair the air compressor. Basically nothing special. By noon we headed to Klang. Another factory. What we did was just dismantle the bare head and took in back. Overall, there were not much stuff we did, time actually wasted for travelling due to long distance and traffic jam. Manage to get a short break before heading back to office. Went to eat mee rebus. But the time was almost 5pm. So i just took it a bit.

Today i had an appointment with my friend. We wanted to go Yuen for dinner, but it was closed. So we went to some nearby steamboat restaurant. After wor, i straight away went to gym to get shower and change. This was there first time i went to gym just for the sake of using the rest room. LOL! Coz going back home and out again will cost me more than 1 hours stucked in jam. So...

That night gathering was something special to me.(don't ask why)LOL! Total 6 of us, 2 girls and 4 guys from different background. Very outgoing, funny and hyper-active. I actually only know 1 of them, the remaining were his friend. Overall, i do enjoy a lot. They were friendy and nice, though i was a bit quite that night.
HUH! Mervin quite? LOL! Maybe i still shy. Coz i won't talk much to strangers.

July 9 (Wednesday)

In the morning, went to Cyberjaya with D to check the problem of a generator in a bus. Rounded that area for few times and finally we able to trace the bus. As we were not familiar with that place, we found ourself lost for few times. LOL!

Job done, and we took a break on the highway rest house during our lunch time. Suddenly D asked me,

D: will you buy handphone with some stranger who selling it at the road side?
Me: of course not! All those are illegal stuff.

Suddenly an Indon guy in 40s came ask to buy an hp, Nokia N95, 8Gig. Wow...that was tempting men. Initially we rejected time. But then....

Me: That 1 is Nokia N-series right?
D: Yeah. N95
Me: wow...if the original N95 will be around RM1500-RM1800
D: Really?
Me: Yeah! Plus if we can get it in RM300, then i will be super cheap.
But i don't know is original or pirated.
D: that guy said that the hp was stolen hp. Should be original.
Me: if original then buy it. (I changed my stand.LOL!)

From discouraging him to encouraging him.LOL! i am suck a asshole. I contacted my friend to assist me to check to hp. Overall, it looked exactly the original type will multi-function. We were so convinced and bought the hp with RM350.

Once we reached office, Din asked our colleague to check for us. Initially everything was ok until he check the camera. It was a fake nokia phone. The camera quality is low. but the hp was so real that so hard know that it was China product. But he did not regret coz the hp was so cheap even though it's china stuff.

July 10 (Thursday)

Another relaxing day. Recently i found out that working in the service department indeed easy though we work with sweat, use a lot of energy, and get dirty. But we take our time to finish the job without rushing or facing those boss faces. Afternoon went back to Klang to installed back the repaired bare-head. Done.

After work, went for a short gym. Today i have promised W to go pasar malam. Well, thing went hay-wired. Starting from W car broke down, then stuck in jam and finally, upon our arrival to pasar malam, i got muscle sprained. I was so pain that i can even stand with little vibration. A small vibration will cause me in deep pain. Damn! I was actually have that pain since this morning, but i thought it will goes of later. But after my gym session, it was getting worse. It was so pain that i could hardly now myself. Even bending my leg. LOL!

W immediately took me to clinic once we finish our dinner( some not nice laksa). I walked with each step of painness. The pain that i never experience before. Sigh... In the clinic, that stupid doc ask me,

Doc: Is your testicals still there?Both of them

Me: Of' course got. Why ask such question?

Doc: Coz something if your muscle sprained, it will pull your testical up.

Me: Ic, yea. I can feel a bit of pull that area.

But his question was too weird to answer. How can testicle went missing. Perhaps to small dick guys or fat guys, but definitely not me. LOL

Yeah. I got an MC for tomorrow. Though i don't really want to take mc but.... coz taking mc on friday, people might think that i took it on purpose. Plus a was on leave next week. Sigh...

Internship's Diary- Day 51-54

Wow.... i actually abandoned my blog for so long. 4 days diary were missing. This running so fast. This week actually was my 12th week for internship. Which mean i left 8 weeks for intern and 12 weeks in Malaysia. There were so many things i wanna to do with such short time. I don't know, maybe i am growing old. Time seem like precious to me. Each second count! As the result, i need to prioritized thing which i more important and those that less important( which lead to lesser blog these days. lol)

I remembered once Inn Shan's blog said that those who are bored and alone tend to blog more. And it's very true. Coz i was kinda bored when you saw me blogging almost everyday. But as time goes on, i was getting busier and more things to do. Which mean i no longer bored. Though this intern i didn't learn much related to my field, nevertheless i learnt a lot. Particularily in time management and priority selection.

Let me summarized my 4 days work. Basically, i am still stucked in Part's Department. These few days i was busy doing my stock update for all 10 branchs in Malaysia. Working like hell. I must finish it by this Friday. There were so many data for me to extract and tranfer it to a proper table in Excel. Really tiring man. Thousands of data. This really an eye-constrain work. Making my dark circle and eye bag getting worse. Sigh....I was rushing up to finish it as soon as possible. Tried to work on every minutes i had. Only 1 word can describe it, BUSY
Hopefully i can finish it by tomorrow. If not i gonna die.....

Internship's Diary- Day 49 & 50

Jun 24 (Wednesday)

Nothing much to do coz i actually completely the task given by Bad(the keying parts stuff). Assisted Bad to redo his stock check report. His file was corrupted, so..... pity him. Redo the whole thing from 8.30am- 12.30pm.

Lunch went to Baser. Another free lunch. One of the Dealer gave Ay some money to treat us. LOL! The best thing in this company is you will always get free lunch. LOL!

Went around IOI looking for some facial product. Find nothing convincing and ended up did get anything. Attended Body Combat. Though it's the same release, but somehow i work out more compare to last week. Maybe becoz the class was fully handle by Peggy. Among so many instructor, i think she is the best.

Jun 25 (Thursday)

Wow! Nothing to do today. All the bosses and sale executives went for meeting. For the whole day sitting in the office and online. Though i was able to online, but a lots of websites were blocked. I can't check my mail or even got into my facebook. Just can read news and reading some stuff in Wikipedia. Really NOTHING TO DO!


Went to gym. It seem like to don't have mood today. So i bought McD and went back.

As i was queeing to buy McD, suddenly i black man stood in front of me. And i ask " Excuse me sir, i am queeing here." The black replied " Yeah....." I can't hear what he said.I was so angry coz he was still standing on front of me. And ignoring me. I don't care and kept queeing until my turn and i saw "counter close". Damn! There were so many people yet they only open an counter. A the black man told " I think the quee is that side, showing the only opened counter. They black man actually paid and waiting for his food. At that moment i felt so embarrased. I actually hold grudge on someone who actually did nothing to me. Thank to the stupid Mc D of the confusing counter.

It actually reminded me of the story where an old lady and a young man in the airport. Where she was so angry as she thought the young man ate her biscuit, but the fact that she was eating the young man's biscuit.......

Lesson of the day
1) Don't jump into conclusion easily.
2) Don't get angry easily.

Internship's Diary- Day 47 & 48

I was kinda busy last weekend. What i did? Some top secret mission. LOL!

Let me pen down my daily diary in this post before i proceed to my weekend story.

Jun 22nd (Monday)

Went to the office with a happy mood coz i was suppose to change back to the service department. BUT.... all those happy thought disappeared within 30 minutes when the manager told me to remain at part department. Damn! I was totally upset by his word. I felt like as if i am a ball been kick here and there. After all, i am just a trainee. So insignificant..... I can't do anything beside obeying his instruction. Sigh....What to do, remain at part department and continue keying the parts number.

On the evening( around 4pm), Sr(Indian guy) was sitting beside me, making calls. While he was talking on the phone, suddenly i heard the sound, "BRUPP" came from Sr. Damn, it was so loud that the whole office can hear that sound. It was so funny. He immediately turn off the phone and had some drink. I felt so funny and laugh out loud. LOL! He really make my day with his dumb action.

Went for rpm class. Ain't know why, so many please wanna to join the class, as the result, those who failed to register themselves were not allow to join the class even though they came in early due to limited number of bicycle. Pity them.


Jun 23rd (Tuesday)

Continue keying the part numbers. Bad to me that these books were the last remained. If i finished it, that mean i completed my task. Bcoz i told him yesterday that i could finished it in 2 days, thus i rush to finish it in time. And i was surprise that i actually finished by 5pm. Half an hour before off. Which mean i did nothing for that remaining time. LOL!

Went to gym and back by 7.30pm. Don't know why today i don't really have the mood to exercise. So i went back earlier and manage to reach by 8pm. Wow! That's a record. For the first time i reach home not later than 8pm. LOL!

Internship's Diary -Day 44-46

Day 44 (Wednesday)

I divided the part's books(total 12 left) to 3 parts. One to be completed today, and remaining 2 for next Thursday and Friday. Basically 4 books per day. Not a normal book k, can you imagine that each book contained hundreds or even thousand of part's numbers. Where you need at least 1 hour plus or even 2 hours to complete it. Sigh... straining my eyes. If i gonna to work like that for my job, guess i will resign within a week. LOL!

Went for Body Combat class. Got new release. Basically less tiring, but more focus on the technique. It's a good way to polish the kicking, punching skills.

Day 45 ( Thursday)

Was so boring keying those stupid numbers. I was so blur. Suddenly, Ay asked me to go out with him to meet some insurance guy for his client. So, went out with him, had lunch at Kenny Roger in IOI Mall. Somehow, not really nice, maybe because i craved too long, and by the time it served in front of me,..... the desire was lessen. Maybe that's human nature. Never learn to appreciate.

Went back kinda early from gym, thought able to reach home by 8.15pm, but stuck in jam till 8.40pm. Watched the Death Match movie (borrowed from Fitness First). The movie was superb. Really nice. Full of action. Just the ending was a bit lousy. Overall, i love it.

Day 46 (Friday)

Yeah, today another day with free lunch. Haha... Bad treat us again. Yeah.... I was kinda serious today. Rushing to complete the task. Coz i was a bit slower compared to my actual plan as i went out with Ay yesterday. Coz, he wasn't in my plan, just out of boredom. LOL! And finally i manage to finished all the parts number by 5.29pm. Wow... that was close. But at least i successfully carried out my plan. Good.



Recently i got more content a day by a day. Don't know why. It seem like i am happy and more cherish. Maybe, i finally know what i want. Or maybe the incovar camp let me brought back some valuable lesson, gift that enlighten me a bit. Or perhaps, i found a friend who i can really able to voice out my heart.
Gratitude! Thanks for everything i have now. I hope those joy of happiness will never leave me a part.I really appreciate what i have now. I have just forgotten all those painfulness i got in me.Freed from suffering. Yahoo...

Internship's Diary- Day 40 & 41 (31st Incovar Camp)

Thursday, June 11

Feeling sleepy today, especially at the morning coz have to wake up early this morning to pack my stuff plus last night went back late due to facilitator briefing by Chee Onn until 11.45pm. Reached home around 12.10am. Another unproductive day for me. Facing the laptop for the whole day. Feeling like the time running so slow. Really don't like staying at Parts Department. Sigh...
Arrived at SJBA around 6.10pm. Been tricked to join the participants for dinner. Not an ordinary dinner. With you hand tied with others participants. Haigh... dummy Mervin got cheated again. Conducted the 1st night sharing session. Everything turn awful. I failed to conduct it properly. Coz i didn't really get ready about it. I don't even know what they have been through the whole day. Plus i am not good when it come to voicing out myself. I was stress and disappointed on myself.

Friday, June 12

Doing the same thing for the 5th day. Happy! Again been treated for lunch. This will, except Thursday, i got free lunch for the whole week. LOL! I was kinda happy to coz, the problem due to the sharing session solved. I found the solution! Thanks to the quote from Aristotle, i know what i should do.And during that session, i did conducted it well.(i suppose so).

It's kinda late now. Guess i am gonna continue it later.

Tada! Is kinda long din post my pic.LOL!

Internship's Diary- Day 38 & 39

Tuesday, Jun 9

Whole day keying the parts number onto the computer. A full unproductive day. Free lunch with pizza hut. Went back home early. Chatted with D for nearly 1 hours plus. No mood to blog.....

Wednesday, Jun 10

Outstation. Went to Sekinchan and Sg Besar to meet customers and dealer. Went into the paddy field area to collect debt more than 30k from customer. Regretted because didn't bring my camera. It's harvasting time. All the paddy field are in golden green colour. Was the 3rd time in strecht having free lunch. Customer treat. LOL!

Went to Subang fetch Jastin to Fitness First.We went for the body combat class. The class was kinda mild compared to the normal class.

10pm reached SJBA. Help up a bit. Then had meeting with Chee Onn until 11.35pm. Rushed back home.

ps: i am kinda busy lately with camps since last weekend. Tomorrow will be another camp at subang. Detail will post out later.

Internship's Diary- Day 34-36

I was suppose to blog this last night, but due to the internet connection down, I was unable to online for the whole night. Sigh…. I spent more than 2 hours trying to get connected.

June 2

We had new mechanic came in. Well, I was told to teach the newcomer how to install control valve on the tractor. The problem is, I never been taught to install the new type control valve. It’s kinda different than the usual one. Even me my not really know how to install the valve, and yet they ask me to teach him. Just like Malay proverb “Just like father crab teaching his son how to walk straight.” LOL!

For the cycling class, for the first time we had 2 instructors conducting us. Both of them are funny. Making her funny face expression, make jokes.LOL! Both Pat and CK really make me enjoy the whole 1 hour session.

Again, stuck in jam when i was on the way went home. For dinner, I thought of eating KFC. So I went to the KFC just in front of the housing area. What got me mad was I need to queue again. Just for the sake of eating KFC I wasted half an hour. I always I bad luck when I come on the queuing. The lane I queue always slow moving. sigh….

By the time I reached home, I was already 10pm. It was so late. Making me lost my mood to eat. And I just manage to finish half of the meal.

June 3

Went to Kajang with D to fix air compressor model D8. The valve was overheated and burnt. Finished job and lazed around before went back. Where and how long we lazed is kept in secret. LOL! If not, we might be scolded. LOL!

Evening, I had to replace some wire for the air compressor and the middle of the workshop without any fan. I was sweating like hell and complained to D. I was very happy coz I asked me to do other thing under the fan while he continues replacing the wire. Thanks D!

Went to gym, realizing that my physical progression was slow. After one and a half month, I admit that I did improved. But it still insufficient. My six packs still not obvious enough. My chest muscles far from fully build. Guess I need to train harder.

I went back earlier than usual. But the electricity was down. Damn! It was so hot. Again, I was sweating. Sigh… Last night I had a sleepless night becoz of the shortage of electricity causing sweat and been stung by mosquitoes. Again, déjà vu! Sigh….

June 4

Not much thing to do. Or maybe you can say nothing to do. So the senior mechanic, R teach us how ways to overhaul engine. Engine used was 3 cylinders. Firstly, we need to open up the whole engine. From there we can see how the internal engine looks like and the parts of engine system.

By 4.30pm, we stopped down I relax. This was the first time we were free so early. LOL! Talked around, bullshit here and there till 5.30pm. LOL!

Went to gym. Attended Body Combat class. Bought Mc D for dinner. Upset coz the unable to online.

June 5

Been summoned into office to do the debtor stuff. Again being loan shark, demanding for unclear debt. LOL! Boring, but at least I can spent some time to pen down my blog.

Internship's Diary- Day 32 & 33

May 27

Spending whole day assembling the tractor M82XX. Basically i assembled 2 units of the tractor. Then disassemble the ROPS( a part of tractor) for model L28XX as per customer request. Wanna to treat the mechanics for lunch to thanks their help, but ended up the giving me the money back(with extra) coz they said that i am still studying, so.....

I was annoyed by B attitude who pretend stupid. He saw all the mechanics paying back me the money when i went to the counter to pay the bill. And that jerk said " Supposedly we wanna to treat them, but instead now, they treat us back"
He was not even paying a single cent for that lunch. I was the one who paying. Seeing the others mechanics paying, he just look and do nothing. Plus the extra money not even enough to pay his meal. I still need to pocket out some amount to pay the bill. What that asshole did was just smile and look. Damn! I not even say that i am going to treat him. He assume that i am treating him. Again damn!!!! Plus i am the one who do the driving. F**k!!!

Went for body combat class. Then headed to Jusco to buy mosquitoes repellent. Last night i had difficulty to sleep due to the mosquitoes. Supposedly wanted to buy dinner, but ended up buying tong sui without food( forgotten). LOL!

Yeah, that day was my aunt's birthday. I not even knew it until she told me when i show her the tong sui i bought for her. Pity her! No celebration! My uncle went back at 12.30am.

May 28

I am getting more frustrated with that stupid B. Becoz of him, i get scold. F**k! Yesterday each of use assemble the tractor separately and i was actually kinda late went back coz busy cleaning up the workshop after assembling the tractor and that jerk just went back sharp 5.30pm. As the consequences, i got scold becoz of the mess in the workshop thank to B! He didn't tidy his place, the tools he used were all over the place, rubbish every where. Becoz he is new, he not been scold. F**K!!!!!!!!

When we do the cleaning, that selfish idiot just clean the area around the tractor he assemble only, while i almost done cleaning half of the workshop. Damn him! When i asked him to keep the tools. Guess what he said! " I am not the one who use that tools". Damn! Can you just keep it!

I was so busy cleaning the workshop and he just walked around. Then i asked him," have you done cleaning?" he replied me yes with all the rubbish, plastic bags in front him. He can actually walked through the rubbish as if its were transparent. Reason was that rubbish did not
belong to him. Damn!!!!

I was so frustrated and not even want to talk to him. Give him a hand? Dream on! I will never he him again! I even need to clean up his shit today becoz he dump his half way work and went outstation. sigh....

Internship's Diary- Day 29

Yesterday i was kinda bad mood on the day, but fortunately i got myself back last night.

What make me moody yesterday?

1) I has been 2 weeks, but i still yet to regain my voice.
2) I was suppose to see doctor, but somehow, i was assigned to work outstation, Estate in Kuala Kangsar. So.....
3) I worked under the hot sun straight from 10.30am until 4pm.
4) I was frustrated with the stupid machine while disassembling the tractor L28XX. A lot of complication occur. Some of the parts stucked. Couldn't be open even though i tried it by force. Damn!!!
5) I was damn hungry,just half-boiled egg for breakfast at 7.45am and have to bear with my hungriness more that 8 hours. I was so weak plus doing those energy consumption work. Sigh...
6) Got myself more tanned. Can see the differences between 2 sides of my hand. LOL!
7)Super tired and sleepy.

What made me happy yesterday?
1) I joined the Line Dance Funk. I really love that class. I was a dance with latest heart beating songs with funky choreography. Though i was lost in some( probably most) of the tracks, but it was really interesting. Asked a boy about the class. Though, he looked nerd, look blur,short, around 18, BUT he told me that he had joined the class for 3 YEARS. No wonder, he can dance without the instructor guidance. Really shocked me. LOL! Somehow, the dance really cheer me up.
2) Out of sudden, i craved for cheese cake. The class ended at 10.15pm. By the time i finished showering and get out of the gym, it was already 10.35pm. Most of the shops was closed. I rushed to Secret Recepi with the hope that, it still open. By the time i reached the entrance of it, i saw the staffs were cleaning and the door was closed. Without caring the sign 'close' I entered the restaurant and with my pity, innocent face, i asked the lady at the cashier counter, " Am i still able to get some cakes?". She reply me, " Yeah, but only for take away." I was so happy and randomly choosen 2 cheese cakes. A chocolate and cappuccino. It has been months since the last time i ate it last time. Due to my diet period for 1 and half month, i barely take any supper. But, it's time to reward myself as my upgrading place successfully carried out(90% completion)
LOL!

Internship's Diary- 27 & 28

Somehow, i lost my mood to blog about my internship life. Instead of daily blog, i decided to blog it once every 2 days. Lazy! Maybe my internship life getting more and more boring. Lifeless!

Yesterday, i was assigned to modified the air compressor wires and switch. A total of 10 units. Damn! I did it like hell. But fortunately nothing much to do beside the compressor. Easy job, but because the workshop lack of tools, i wasted a lot of non-related tool to open the compressor. Sigh...

Today, another free day. Almost all of the mechanics were out for examination. Basically, my job of the day was checking the generator with 30kVA. Checking the generator was easy, but precaution step must be taken. Any mistake might cost your life coz it deal with high voltage generator. Luckily, nothing happen to me. LOL!

Americans choice, the church singer!

American Idol result was out and the winner was Kriss Allen. Million of Americans choosen folksy Kriss instead of punky Adam. Well, if i am a American, i will also choose Kriss. Having, simple, casual character actually attract the voter. While stylo Adam, will bad boy look fail to with the contest. Question, WHY?

Simple answer, the world still prefer good, innocent church boy than funky, wild boy. But i pity on Lambert coz his apperance, life pull him down. A talented singer failed to get enough vote coz of his life style. Maybe becoz he look wild, or maybe he is a punk, or maybe becoz he is gay.
I don't know.... But at least i know, to survive, to stand out, you must look good in the eye of public.

After all, majority of the world still rejecting punk!

I did realise something from folksy Kriss. Make thing simple. Just like the song "Let it Be" for Beatles. I realised that i was trying too hard to improve myself without noticing that i was actually losing myself. Well, i will try to reduce my obsession while build a brand new Mervin. LOL!

Internship's Diary- Day 25

(May 15)

Today, all of the mechanics were outstation, leaving me alone in the workshop. All i did was just installing the single spool control valve on the tractor L2800. Overall, i rest more than work. Nothing much to do. Just barely a tractor.

It's Friday today, i am going back hometown today. 5.30pm sharp punched my card, and headed to Bangi. Need to pack my stuff and empty my room. Tonight, Kai Ian's friend will shift in to my room. So, by hope or by group, i need to clear all my stuff. Packed my stuff, had a shower, set my hair, sent my car to wash and then........ I went to see someone i in crush on. Just for 20 minutes. Without any confession or any special event. Just some empty talk (nonsense). I don't know what i am doing, just know that, i that i am in crush! Travelled all the way to Bangi, waited 1 and half an hour just to meet someone who barely know you. Haha... Mervin is turning to be a chicken!Chicken who only dare to look far from behind. Sigh.... Loser!


Becoz of that, i reached home by 12.45pm. Went back home. Still fresh, so manage to watch Red Cliff 2 DVD that i missed last time. By 3.30am, went to sleep.
END!!!!

Internship's Diary- Day 23

Today job was assembling the control valve for tractor L44XX and L2XXX. At last, i learnt something related to engineering, Fluid Power system. I asked the Senior Mechanic to explain me how the fluid power system work and flow. Generally, i was kinda different from what i learnt before, but the least i know what is going on and how the fluid flow and how the trailer move. LOL! Thanks to my laziness, that never study till the very last minute.

What make me frustrated was every time when people saw me working in the workshop, the will ask,

Anonymous: Hey you new here?
Me : Yes.
Anonymous: Just start working here?
Me : No. I am having my training here, about a month ago.
Anonymous: Oh, SO YOU FROM WHICH POLYTECHNIC/ MECHANIC SCHOOL?
Damn la! I am NOT A MECHANIC!!!! I am A FUTURE ENGINEERING!!!! Very sensitive case k! I am a degree holder k!
People always confuse me as mechanic. Damn! Do i look like that? I am not looking down on them, it's just different.

Guess that, the more i exercise, i faster i recover. But the problem is, i still don't have the appetite to eat. The amount i eat getting lesser and lesser. I am gonna to loosing too much weight due to my sickness. Please, please stop that. I want to eat more. LOL!

I was wait for someone in msn, somehow it's already 4th day, but we still fail to bump into each other. Sigh.... I need some answer to make some judgment and decision.

Internship's Diary- Day 22

This morning still kinda sick, starting from sore throat, followed by flu, then sneezing, fever and lastly cough. All came in package. LOL! After a day rest, i was getting better. Though i still having flu and some cough, but physically ok. Energetic and enthusiasm. For the morning, i was assigned to assemble the L2XXX tractor, just some minor installation. Doing it alone, took my own sweet time.Haha... My colleague told me to do slowly since i am still sick. Sick boy tai sai. LOL!

Not my car, just an example!

Today, my colleague told me that yesterday there were 2 bad news, since i was mc yesterday. One of my colleague lost her father due to cancer, another one lost a child due to high fever. What i shocking news, both also passed away yesterday morning. It seem like a bad month, i got sick, colleagues lost their family members and today, just when i wanted to work, i found out that my left side behind was tire punctured. Gosh! I was almost late to work. I was looking for tyre shop, but it was just 7.55am. Shit, what to do, changed it myself. Thanks to my dad, i am actually capable in a lot of stuff, but just don't want to get my hand dirty. This was the second time i encounter this problem, first one was during CNY, have to change it myself. Like usual, sweat and got dirty. After all, i am just another jerk who know how to spend without generating any income. LOL!

Get the latest hit from here!

Gym session, today i broke my own record. I actually jogged for 40 minutes for 6.2km, which gave me an average of 9.3km/h. Normally i just jog on the machine just for 15-20 minutes. The more i jog, the more energetic i am. Coz today the MTV channel was functioning and i was able to enjoy the songs. Most of the time that channel was out of service. I was suprise on myself, i was sick, yet i still able to jog for 40minutes. It's seem like i am recovering. Guess my gym session really help. In the past, i took a week or more to fully recover. Hopefully tomorrow i will fully heal.

Internship's Diary- Day 21

I was feeling a bit of sore throat since the night we went for possession, but it getting worst. Once i got up the bed, i felt that my throat was very day and itchy. And the phlegm was yellowish green. Damn!!! I got infected by flu virus! I know gonna start getting sick. I really hate it. Every time when i was sick, i took me days to recover, or even a week plus. The truth is i am relatively weak compared to others. I easily got sick since i was small. Compared to my family member, i got sick more frequent than the others. Call me peng lou (sick guy).

Coz it was just a minor flu(at the beginning), i didn't seek for clinic and continue working. I know, it was Sunday, still...... When the company release out the memo, you can't do anything, unless you don't want to work there anymore. I can't if i stop, that mean that i am gonna to extend another year for graduation. LOL!

After work, i went to pharmacy to get some medication. Bought some non-drowsy flu medicine, sore throat medicine and a pack of mask. I scared that my flu will infect my cousin. It cost me RM23 just for that. Later, when i went back home, i aunt suggested me to see the doctor in a clinic called Mediviron. The doctor told me that, i don'thave fever, but it was just a beginning. I requested for MC for the next day, coz i know that i will start getting sick later.

I hope that i can heal soon. I really hate this kind of feeling. Blur, drowsy, itchy throat..... all the unpleasent feeling. Sigh.....

Internship's Diary- Day 19

Last night i told Kah Wei to wake me up 6.30am so that i can get ready earlier, I told him that if i don't go to work, i will be kick off from the company and need to extend another 1 year.

I was super tired and sleepy!

And.....He did really woke me up at 6.30am sharp. Guess he didn't sleep that night. I wonder what he is doing then. I was still weak that time, and he pulled me up, informing me that it's time to wake up, by 7am, the road to Puchong will start to jam, so i must go out before that time. Took a bath, packed my stuff and just 10 minutes before 7, i drove back to Puchong. I was still a bit of headache and damn sleepy. Bcoz i drove back before 7, i manage to escape from the traffic jam and got into the office by 7.20am. Still early, get some nap till 8am.

Today we had the stock check where all the staffs in SK were grouped into 2 persons per group. i was lucky, i am the only group with 3 people. Basically we just need to count the amount of a certain stocks for phase 1. While phase 2, we need to verify other group count. And we manage to finish it just before 12pm and we were free.

I didn't do anything on the afternoon to evening session.LOL! Coz there were nothing to do, all there technicians were there, just like me doing nothing, and they told me to rest. I straight away went to place where we do our meeting at get some nap. That was a strategic spot for resting.LOL! I was also sleeping during lunch. I was getting here and there some nap to compasate my sleeping debt for last night.

Just 5.30pm sharp, i straight away went back home. Again, i didn't went to gym today. I was too tired for and gym training. Just got back home, get a pack of instant noodle for dinner, blog a bit, then sleep. I actually wanna to wait for a friend of mine to online, unfortunately, i was too tired to do that.

Anyway, thanks again to Kah Wei and Li Yi!

Internship's Diary- Day 17

I almost fell asleep just now which waiting for my turn to online. I am currently using my uncle's laptop to online due to some complication. Lazy to explain again.

Back then when i was in Uni, i normally sleep more than 10 hours perday, but now just 6 hours perday!LOL!

This was the second day in workshop. Again, i was playing the lego like game. LOL! Assembling the tractor L2XXX. Today, i assemble the whole tractor by my own. Yeah, i am capable in it! I actually assembled a tractor for the second day of my workshop's session. That's a record i guess for a trainee like me. LOL! Come on la, i am a future engineer k. Not mechanics. Of course i am better. I am someone with a degree. Sure my absorbing rate higher. Just i got a little bit of problem with the weight of the tractor. Some parts really heavy, especially the the differential part, it is nearly 30-40kg. I almost hurt my back.LOL! There a lot more different tractors, soon i am gonna to try each of them. Working in workshop just like you in the transformer movie, where you can see many type of tractors, from the size of kancil car until the size of 3 tonne lorry. LOL! The L2XXX model is just like the size of kembara, slightly smaller.

My childhood cartoon turned into a famous action movie.

Working in workshop was damn tiring, it consumed a lot of energy. What you need is energy and energy. It was even more exhausted that going for gym or body combat. I can feel the strain and pain from my muscles. Normally, i am still energetic after gym session, but these 2 days were making me so lazy to move around.LOL! Good news for myself. I am actually 62.5kg now compared to 66kg last 3 weeks. That's mean that my weight reduction's plan paid off. I was atually gained 7kg since from April(i was 59.2kg) to October(66-67kg) last year. When i go out, my friends sure tell me, " Mervin, you fat d la. With tummy and chubby face" I heard that more that 50 times and i decided to reduce my weight which supposely to be carried out during December, but...... so i postponed it during my internship. Well, after i diet with a lot of vege, meat, and egg + lesser quantity of rice, i sucessfully reduced 3.5kg in 3 weeks. Yes! I did it. I was suffering without supper, and junk foods(my favourite.LOL!). Now is the maintaining part, i must keep maintaining this weight. So far, there is not much improvement on my physical side, but at least, those fat is reducing, next step, i will continue will physical build up and start eating like usual with certain limitation.If not, there is no point for me to attend the gym session.LOL!

Some of my pants are actually getting looser, but some still the same.

Internship's Diary- Day 16

Today was the first day i start my training in the workshop, the task of the day,assembling tractor L2XX. For me, that was technician works, but that the trainee job. Must get in to experience what the technician's job. Over all, the job consumed a lot of energy and you must get yourself dirty. I even get a small cut on my finger, but i didn't tell anyone or any treatment coz this was the first time working in workshop, i don't want people see me incapable in the workshop. Call me ego, call me stupid. This is Mervin.LOL!

Money! Money! Money!

Actually working in the workshop is just like a tai chi ye (rich boy) farming in the farm. LOL! After all, i am consider a small tai chi ye.LOL! Coz i never work before, except once in genting. My dad is the owner of a glass and aluminium shop, and my brother is working with him. I am such a loser who just know how to spend money without generating any income. Such a pai ka chai. So imagine how i hold the spnar.LOL! A guy who only hold pen and pencil and his eyes on the computer and books, but now he has to hold spanar and facing the tractors. LOL! Working in the workshop isn't that bad (at the moment) just like a town boy getting exited with the village life. Haha... Don't under estimate me k, though i am lazy, doesn't mean i don't know. I look innocent, doesn't mean i am good boy. I look weak and soft, doesn't mean i am incapable and useless. Coz, in my life, i have a very skillful man beside me. He taught me a lot. From cooking skill, using hardware to life philosophy. That man is my FATHER! I know a lot of things. say it, cooking? wiring? general knowledge? history? news? housing design? ........ That's why i know a little bit of this and that. So, this workshop won't be a problem to me.LOL! Isi kacang la! My colleugues in the office keep asking me," how? ok? still can tahan?" Coz the said that, "you are a degree holder, that job to heavy for you." Then funny thing was everyone keep focusing the scar on my right hand. Sigh.... i really dunno how to explain (ask Li Yi la, wanna to know, see my previous blog, Night Life). They though that i got the scar from the workshop.LOL! I am not that weak k!

First day in workshop really exhausted and i just had an house of gym session due to tiresome. In the gym, i overheard a gym trainer telling his student about genetic and the rate of physical improvement. He said that if your ancestor was a war warrior such as Guan Yu, then you got the tendency to get your body in shape fast, but if your ancestor was the literature type, book worm, then i need some time to build up you body. I was wondering how true his theory.LOL! But who care, I still think that determination is the key of sucess.

Chinese most respected warrior!

Internship's Diary- Day 15

If you notice, my internship count is base of the day i go for my training, excluding weekend and public holiday.

I was suppose to start my workshop session today, unfortunately my safely boot reached after lunch. So my workshop session will start by tomorrow. Basically i did nothing much today. I didn't bring my laptop to work because i thought of the training in the workshop. Well, i did intentionally not bringing my laptop coz i don't really like to use my personal laptop for office work. Plus, the office computer might contain a lot of viruses, if documents plus viruses are transfered to my laptop..... gone case!!!

Today i saw a model like leng chai went to my working place. But the sad part was, he actually in the office to spray some pest control. LOL! What more interesting was he actually had a very soft sound, sort of baby sound. I bet when i tell this to Jia Wen about the first part, she will....LOL! But if i tell her about his occupation and voice......LOL! You know, i know, that's enough! After all, nothing perfect. If you got something, on the other hand, you miss out something. Though no doubt that there are people who life in fairy tale life. But who know the reality behind it.

How true is fairy tale? Or just a story that cheat the kids?

I really i am getting more vain. I am getting exaggerated of myself. Trying to improve and improve. Physically, mentally, studies, career. Everything that related to me, i want to get it perfect. I know it's hard, but my determination, my desire encourage me to continue it. I am in my 20s now, another 2 years, i will be a quarter century old. LOL! Time's running, i must optimize the usage, doing thing that only can be done at this moment. I don't want to regret for thing that i missed up which i know i can't afford to miss it. That's why i am still single now, coz my requirement have been leveled up. LOL!

How good is good? How perfect is perfect?