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Comment! Comment! and Comment!
As a human we always judge! Or so call "view"
We judge about people, thing, issue, political, family, or even individual!

No deny that I am also giving out my view, my thought, and my expression especially in my blog.
Here is the place, the space for me to voice out my unspoken thought.

Well, recently i had been given comments about my blog. Some say it's nonsense some even ask why i hate a community. Of course he is not in my shoe,and for sure he won't even understand what I am thinking. Or maybe i am not good in expressing my view. No doubt i am always weak when come to the language part. Regardless what languages. English, Mandarin, Malay, Cantonese or even the language i am learning now, German, all sucks. I guess maybe because of that, different people give different views on my blog.

I remembered when i was in the incovar camp and been given a Dhamma talk be Ven. Mahinda. He gave us a simple example by showing us the mug in front of him, and then he ask, "What have you all seen?" As the result, different people gave different views. The most significant where there were people saw the mug with a handle and some didn't see it. Then Ven. ask us, " So which answer do you think is correct?" At that moment, everyone silent up none can answer the question. And Ven continue, " All of your answers are correct, is the matter on which angle you are looking on the mug. " With his saying, I am enlighten a little. I understood that in life there are always problems. It's the matter on how you look on your own problems. Though it's hard to practice, but sometime it really helps.

As an university student, we do always give comments regarding the university administration, the studies, the facilities and not to be forgotten, our lecturer. Sometime the comments even turned up to be complaints. We always complained that our lecturer sucks, the lectures were boring, this and that. In certain context, i do agree with them, as nothing is perfect but not all lecturers are in that category. As a human being, we tend to point our finger on others, and put the blame on others, BUT we have forgotten our responsibility as a student, a child and most important is ourselves. Because of those reasons, students particularly from my own race are making noise in almost every lecture. Keep on talking, keep to chit-chatting and sometime their voices are quit loud. You know, when Chinese talk, as if we were quarreling. Well, i was once one of them, those who pointing the finger. But somehow, i realized that even though the lecturers are not good enough doesn't mean that i can start making noise and start ignoring the class. As a student i have the responsibility to be attentive, to keep my mouth shut and listen what the lecturer lectures. Here what the dhamma take part, i remembered a saying, " In this world, you can't change anyone except you yourself" And that is what i am trying to practice.

Then come the question that "why you hate the Chinese".I am not going to explain it but rather express out my thought.Well, I don't hate my own race, but you can say that i am disappointed with them. I am disappointed with their egoism and selfishness. People always praise them for their hard work, their effort and their thousand years' culture, but that are parts that built up the illusion,hatred and greed. I remember when i was secondary school, our former prime minister published a book entitle " Melayu Mudah Lupa" which mean Malay easy to forget. Many people criticise him for that book, but for me that was his wake up call for his race, and his future generation. This wake up call is not only meant for a certain race only, but it serves for the entire nation or even to the entire human being. As a student, we tend to forget what the main purpose of attending the lectures, and we even forget our goal, our mission, and even our future.

In the end, it was just a piece of thought! A view!

Nothing more!

Einen chaotischen Tag

Gestern was ich sehr sehr muede. Warum? Moechtest du kennen? Lies mein Blog!

Um halb sieben habe ich aufgestanden. Dann habe ich die Zeitungen gelesen.

Um sieben Uhr habe ich meine Hausaufgaben gemacht. Die Hausaufgaben sind leicht nicht, und viele Woerter habe ich nicht verstanden. Das ist schlecht. Ich habe viele deutsche Woerter vergessen. Mervin! Er ist dumm. Aber bin ich immer schwer in der Sprachen. Das ist immer.

Um sieben Uhr fuenfundvierzig bin ich mein Auto zur Universitaet gefahren. Ich habe eine englische Klasse vom acht Uhr bis neun Uhr driezig.

Spaeter hatte ich meine deutche Hausaufgaben weiter gemacht.

Vierter nach zehn bin ich mit Wei Sung zusammen nach Canselori gegangen. Wir anwenden fuer das Stipendium. Weil wir kein Geld genub haben.

Ich hatte von elf Uhr bis ein Uhr andere Klasse. Heute habe ich gut gelernt, weil der Dozent gut unterrichteen hat.

Danach habe ich mit meinem Freund Tze Quan zusammen Mittagessen gegessen.

Nach Mittagessen habe ich fuer fuenfzehn Minuten in der Biblothek geschlafen.

Ich bin vierter vor zwei aufgestanden und bin in Mecator gegangen.

Von zwei Uhr bis sech Uhr fuenfundvierzig habe ich Deutchkurs besucht und haben wir nur fuenf Minuten Pause gemacht.
In der Klasse hat Frau Maria unser Ergebnis fuer die Pruefung ausgestellt. Ich habe mein Ergebis gesehen. Es ist sehr schlecht. Nur achtundsechzig Prozent hatte ich. Das ist nicht genug. Ich glaube, ich bin zu faul oder vielleicht bin ich doof.

Zeitlich begrenzt muss ich eine andere deutche Klasse besucht und sie ist zwei Stunden Klasse.

Um neun Uhr bin ich geradeaus nach Hause gegangen. Ich bin sehr sehr muede. Ich habe schnell gebaden und dann habe ich geschlafen.

Glaubst du toll? Aber das ist eine Wirklichkeit von ein Leben!
Wie ist mein Blog? Habe ich gut oder schlecht geschrieben? Was sagst du? Kommentierst bitte!

Campus Election!

I am suppose to study now, but when i saw the stack of notes on my table reminded me today incident. As usual, every day class and class. Today i was kinda early for my Control Engineering class but the class still been occupied by other classes. No choice, have to wait outside. While waiting, i realized that the floor was in mess! papers! the pamphlets! out of curiosity, i looked on the papers contents. Holy crap, papers with a picture and the statement "UNDILAH SAYA! CALON NO...", then i looked on the noticed board! Again, the same stuff, the pamphlets are all over the board, worst still even on the walls.

But the story didn't end here, when i reached home, again i saw a stack of pamphlets on the table, this time it was written in Chinese. I was wondering how many copies they have made? How many papers they have wasted? How many trees have been cut? And worst still is how many papers are going to be in the bin soon? What a wastage, when come to politics, none will be benefited, even the environment are not spared. I remembered on the last election, the banners were everywhere especially the on the roadside, and what make me disappointed was the banners on the roundabout were actually blocking the views of the road user, it was very dangerous as it might cause accident due to those irritated banners.

No deny, that i was interested in those political stuff, how the nation change.But too much politics make me fed up. Politics, the face of sarcasm, where everyone wearing the mask on their face.

This is what today's people wearing. None can be trusted! Just like the mask, the most you can see is just a third of the face.

What make me irritated are to bunch of Chinese that are so Chinese! So typical, so selfish, so proud, so sarcastic, worst still so fake. Always do things with "intention", if the intention is good, i don't mind. But this group of people trying to do "good" thing with other intention. With the intention of making benefit for themselves.

I have been more than 2 and half years in UKM, in this 2 years plus,i do meet a lot of different people. The world of university is so realistic, so sarcastic, so racist. Of course i have let go everything, but just wanna to share my campus experiences.

Let me start from very beginning it, yes my 1st year, as i am not from the chinese educated background, chinese in the Uni will give you a type of expression.They even ask you, "Why you are Chinese and yet you don't know Chinese?" This question was posted out to me by a very "clever" Chinese girl which 1 year senior than me. I didn't answer her question, but deep in my heart, i want to ask her "Why you are Chinese, but you not going back to China?" Come on man, is the 20 centuries! What you expect! Yes, i regret that i don't know Chinese words, but i am glad that i don't have the "Chinese" thinking. It's so ridiculous.

Ok, back to the topic, politic! The chinese political, just like wearing the opera mask, and start making drama in front of you, in a second, they say this, another second that, as if keep changing the faces, here i post out 3 masks the their changing and changing and changing faces!

Blue!

Wow, turn purple!

Again changed, now yellow!

I was a college committee(KIY), and i was 1 of the only 2 Chinese in that committee, thus i always been approach by some people from Chinese association to seek help in recruiting Chinese juniors to join them. Well, of course i have to entertain them. Wow, when they need your help, they talked to you as if they know you for years, may be even one of your long lost friend, but bear in mind, just for that moment only, after that, they will ignored you. I remembered i was approach by a Chinese guy, dark skin, wearing spec, 2 years senior than me, from engineering faculty, well he and his friends met up with me at least 3 times in a semester for the sake helping them to reach out the juniors, but when i bump into him at the engineering faculty, and i put a smile on him;he give me no reaction. Just see me and pass through me. As if he don't know me. What he meant, i don't know.

I remembered last years, i was invited to join a General meeting of the Chinese community, where there will be selection of new committee. Well i was actually not intended to join that meeting, but due to my promise on a friend of my, i went to the meeting, at pusanika. Well, everything was conducted in Chinese and the meeting Chairperson was 1 of the alumni of the association, well, i remember, there were meeting, and the floor are free to ask any question, and i remembered there was a person posting a question to the out-going committee, and before he finished asking, the Chairperson interrupted, and say " please speak Chinese!" that because he was asking question in English. Does it matter asking in English? I don't know! But people like me who only know limited Chinese will not have the power of saying since you know only a little of chinese! Haigh....What a real traditional community, guess with them Chinese culture can be preserved for another 5000 years, same thing goes to their thinking.

That was not the climate of the event, the main event, was the voting part, where one of the members consider to quit, but he do speak out the reason why he quit, it was kinda interesting where he point out there were 6 people behind of it, and out of 6 i do actually know 4 of them, which in my view, these are those with absolute realistic. Well, i was surprised that the way of voting was same as the way of voting in the campus election, the floor are actually given the list of people the should vote, which mean those whose were not in the list,.....hehe...... What a democracy in this community..... Perhaps it is the tradition way of selecting their leaders which might follow the Chinese 5000 years tradition. Who knows.....!

Some how when i was blog hopping, i saw a blog, i what he blogged on the January 9 was true!
http://diskopi.wordpress.com/
was the blog i read.

I am a non politician, nor pro to any party or group, as i wish 1 day Malaysian will be truly Malaysian. I wish you guys wake up, stop pointing finger! Please reflect yourself!! I don't post any individual or association name because people might start pointing finger on me!I am here to promote democracy!

http://www.wmd.org/

Stop destroying the nature!
Stop destroying your own image!
Stop destroying others happiness in exchange of yours!
Stop receiving!
Stop now!

Start doing what you have promised!
Start doing your duty, your role!
Start sharing, and giving joys to others!
Start giving!
Start now!

Exam!

Tomorrow exam!
German Exam for Level A1!
Shit, still a lot to go.....
Guess today i will have a sleepless night!

Save Them!

It been weeks since the last blog. I am suppose to blog out my New Year eve stuff, this and that.But, somehow i don't manage to do it.

Anyway, 17 days to go, Chinese New Year coming, bet you guys busy buying news cloths ,shirts,.....BUT can you guys sacrifice of buying a cloth, can you guys help the children at Gaza, the war area, they need help.....

Come on guys, if you can use a RM50 for a new shirt,then please use it for the donation. If each of us can offer such an amount, i guess there will be no problem for them to continue surviving.

I do saw the pictures, it's very horrible, pitiful and they really need help.

See this pic, taken from Utusan Melayu, It's such a horrible scene, the girl was .....

This pic for the Daily Banter

They are suffering, they are in pain, they are in fear.
They need care, loving, shelter as well YOUR help!

They are helpless.....

This kid is fleeing will his belonging, going no where!

Where are the smile of those kids?
Where are their sound of laughter?
What you can see now are their sadness!
Only with tears on their eyes!

Dear friends, they new year joys is not just about us and someone around us, it's for everyone in this world. Come, please lean your hands to them who in need. Let them regain back their smile, their life.

They are a lot of organization there for us to donate, just waiting for you to fill the donation box.
I have done my part, how about you?

CNY is not just about receiving, it's the time for giving!
With metta, may you all be well and happy!