Running away!

Why where these days people only looking for relationship! Can't we just be friend?
I don't know, why people can out of random and tell you something weird!
Sweat! Sometime i feel awful when people say "dear, or miss you, kiss.....bla....bla....."
You ain't know me and i don't know why they will fell on me! Sigh....

Worst still when then kept nagging on you even if you tried to avoid them.
First on msn, the i block them!
Then to facebook chat box, again i block!
Then to fb mail box, again i delete it.
Worst part is they even sms you!
Gosh.... these people really freak me out!

Can i make it clear....
I am happy with now as single.
No complicated relationship please!
Just a simple friend will do.

Please,please only friend!

I not even do such thing on the 1 i love.
I just let it be, since she ignored me....

56 days in Germany

Time passed really fast. 56 days just a glimpse of eye. And here now i studying in Germany. Many thing happened, here and there.

Here 10 things i would like to share with you guys. It based on my observation, and my own opinion.

1) Germans are punctual. If the Office hour is 8am-5am, than, you must not come earlier or later. You will not be entertain other than the specified time.


2) Germans greet. It come in standard phrase:
when meeting: "Halo/Guten Tag!"
when leaving: "Danke/ Ciao/Tschuss/schone Tag!"


3) Generation gap. There is a huge gap between X generation and Y generation. The way of
thinking, the openness and......


4) Public transportation is punctual. (most of the time, though sometime it was late)


5) It's hard to find a German friend (provided you speak good German)


6) German sausage and pork are nice. Bratwurst is the most popular.


7) Only Main city with a lot of tourist attraction, have bilingual signboard or announcement. I mean German and English.


8) Dusseldorf, second most important city in Germany. There is a Japanese street there.


9) Human right(mostly) are more respected. There are various style and type or people. You name it, and you can find it here.


10) There are more meat(pork,beef, chicken) that seafood. The fishes are imported, not fresh and expensive.

Inspiration!

I don't know since when i started blogging and who inspired me to do so. But that was few years back story. Perhaps four years ago when i start blogging through my friendster and then shifted to blospot until now.

For these 4 years, most or my highlight moments were updated through the blog. And those to gone through it will know bitz of my life (partially) LOL!

Initially, i thought that my blog just been read by my circle of friends. As time passed, i realized that there were so many people was actually following it. Last few days, i saw my visitor was from Turkey, Malaysia, Germany, UK, US, Brazil, and Singapore, Australia. I wonder who were them. LOL!

Another most surprise thing was, my blog did inspired other to start blogging. Though some of the give up halfway. LOL! But most of them had an impressive blog. LOL! Guess i am happy to see more and more blogger among my pals.

the only problem was, some of these blogs are in Chinese. And i can't read it. LOL!

I remembered some of my friends from electrical and mechanical told me that they actually followed my blog especially during my internship. LOL! And somehow, i did stop blogging for 2-3months and they said" Mervin, why you didn't update your blog for ages? I am you fan" LOL!

Conflict!

I heard that when there is an interaction, there is the conflict! We communicate, we talk, we voice out our thought regardless of verbally or non verbally. The there is different opinion or miscommunication, the conflict rises.

Well, living together with various type of people from different background, different lifestyle isn't a easy thing. Moreover, when there is a gap in term of mindset.

Ok, guess i should stop beating around the bush and straight to the point. Lately, there were more and more conflicts rise between us. Including me myself. Being the frustrated one and the one who been frustrated. A disagreed with B, B dissatisfied with C, C frustrated with E and F, D angry with A, and...... Some of them voiced up and some of kept quite and kept it in themselves.

Everyone kept pointing out their fingers here and there, including me myself. Everyone keen to think they are right. And yet we forget to reflect ourselves. Quick conclusion and sarcasm was the main reason of conflict!

I don't say that i am very good. I admit myself is one of them. Yet, sometime people just think they are always right. Trying to correct others.


Compromising isn't a good think to practice. How long can a people endure the own dissatisfaction? I am sorry to say, as a Buddhist, i failed to practice Buddhism. Guess i have wasted all the effort of fellow incovarians,the committees, and the speakers who tried to enlighten me about delusion.

Relationship between human kind is something too complex for me. Especially when we were expecting something from someone and turn out to be vice-versa.

Just take my relationships as an example. I was so into a person who barely care much about me. While there was someone who so keen to be with me. Plus there were so many confessions toward me and yet, i rejected them. I know the feeling of being ignored by someone who wanted so much. I know it, it just that i am helpless. And when such complication appeared, so do the conflict. (*this is the past. please don't ask)

But, survey from Reader Digest shows that the second most pleasurable thing is companion/friends beside sex. Hmm.... We prefer hanging out with friend rather than being alone. But hanging out with friends created conflict!