Saturday, June 27, 2009

Back Home!

Woke up about 4.30am. Shit, i was kinda late coz i suppose to wake up at 4am sharp. Straight away brushed my teeth,packed my stuff and loaded it up on to my car. And i started my journey by 5am sharp.

Today was the first time i drove back TI from Puchong. I not really sure about which road i should take. Normally i went back from Bangi to TI. Plus i am kinda weak in remembering the direction so i kinda scare if i got lost. But luckily i manage to get myself to my sweet home by 7am. Wow! Just 2 hours, guess i overspeed all the way back. LOL!

Had dim sum breakfast with my parents.Yeah, we even bump into my grandma. Though i don't really like the dim sum, but i am content coz it have been months 2 months since the last time i had breakfast with them. Dad kinda busy with his work so i had to book him a day earlier so that he can adjust his time for breakfast.

11am, fetched mum to my sis school. Today was her "report card day" LOL! So i followed her to her class. My sis was not here today. She went to Kedah for her Tang Soo Doo performance. Her teacher was explaining my mum about how my sis perform in the class and....bla...bla...Then funny thing is both teacher and my mum were complaining my sis laziness, but suprisingly she was in top 20s in her batch. LOL! My mum always complain that my sis always face the TV once she came back from school and busy with her Tang Soo Doo stuff. She hardly see my sis study. LOL! But she perform well. Well done. Though not top 10, but at least she got something.
By the way, that teacher asked my mum whether i am my sis brother. My mum said yes. And the she ask, " Your son in form what?" DAMN!!!!!! do i look like any secondary student. What the...... Then she said i look YOUNG. Yeah, YOUNG! Just say i look childish la....sigh...

Afternoon wanna online but low connectivity. Make me disappointed....

To be continue......

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 49 & 50

Jun 24 (Wednesday)

Nothing much to do coz i actually completely the task given by Bad(the keying parts stuff). Assisted Bad to redo his stock check report. His file was corrupted, so..... pity him. Redo the whole thing from 8.30am- 12.30pm.

Lunch went to Baser. Another free lunch. One of the Dealer gave Ay some money to treat us. LOL! The best thing in this company is you will always get free lunch. LOL!

Went around IOI looking for some facial product. Find nothing convincing and ended up did get anything. Attended Body Combat. Though it's the same release, but somehow i work out more compare to last week. Maybe becoz the class was fully handle by Peggy. Among so many instructor, i think she is the best.

Jun 25 (Thursday)

Wow! Nothing to do today. All the bosses and sale executives went for meeting. For the whole day sitting in the office and online. Though i was able to online, but a lots of websites were blocked. I can't check my mail or even got into my facebook. Just can read news and reading some stuff in Wikipedia. Really NOTHING TO DO!


Went to gym. It seem like to don't have mood today. So i bought McD and went back.

As i was queeing to buy McD, suddenly i black man stood in front of me. And i ask " Excuse me sir, i am queeing here." The black replied " Yeah....." I can't hear what he said.I was so angry coz he was still standing on front of me. And ignoring me. I don't care and kept queeing until my turn and i saw "counter close". Damn! There were so many people yet they only open an counter. A the black man told " I think the quee is that side, showing the only opened counter. They black man actually paid and waiting for his food. At that moment i felt so embarrased. I actually hold grudge on someone who actually did nothing to me. Thank to the stupid Mc D of the confusing counter.

It actually reminded me of the story where an old lady and a young man in the airport. Where she was so angry as she thought the young man ate her biscuit, but the fact that she was eating the young man's biscuit.......

Lesson of the day
1) Don't jump into conclusion easily.
2) Don't get angry easily.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

OP-PP Carnival 2009


Last Sunday was the OP-PP(old putera-present putera) game carnival. Sort of gathering between the ex-student and present student in a day with all sort of games. It have been ages since i left RMC(royal military college), around 6 years. Damn! it's really long.

I was actually not intended to go, but since i will not be in Malaysia soon, so i decided to join the crowd and meet up all my old friends. Some of them, i even forgotten their name. LOL! Getting old. Short minded.

But seeing those junior, make me flash back those day when i was in RMC. Some sweet, some bitter, some memorable, and even some bad memories that undeletable.

Seeing friends from my batch, make me feel that i am getting old. Though some didn't change much, but majority change, not to better but getting worst. They are getting fatter, less hair, balder, messy, uglier and dirtier. I wonder one day, i will be like them. Sigh...

After all this college really change my life a lot. Whether to be a better man or worse i don't dare to say. LOL! But what left were the memories and experiences.



ps: sorry if you guy saw a lot of words mistake on my blog coz i really don't have the time to check it.

Internship's Diary- Day 47 & 48


I was kinda busy last weekend. What i did? Some top secret mission. LOL!

Let me pen down my daily diary in this post before i proceed to my weekend story.

Jun 22nd (Monday)

Went to the office with a happy mood coz i was suppose to change back to the service department. BUT.... all those happy thought disappeared within 30 minutes when the manager told me to remain at part department. Damn! I was totally upset by his word. I felt like as if i am a ball been kick here and there. After all, i am just a trainee. So insignificant..... I can't do anything beside obeying his instruction. Sigh....What to do, remain at part department and continue keying the parts number.

On the evening( around 4pm), Sr(Indian guy) was sitting beside me, making calls. While he was talking on the phone, suddenly i heard the sound, "BRUPP" came from Sr. Damn, it was so loud that the whole office can hear that sound. It was so funny. He immediately turn off the phone and had some drink. I felt so funny and laugh out loud. LOL! He really make my day with his dumb action.

Went for rpm class. Ain't know why, so many please wanna to join the class, as the result, those who failed to register themselves were not allow to join the class even though they came in early due to limited number of bicycle. Pity them.


Jun 23rd (Tuesday)

Continue keying the part numbers. Bad to me that these books were the last remained. If i finished it, that mean i completed my task. Bcoz i told him yesterday that i could finished it in 2 days, thus i rush to finish it in time. And i was surprise that i actually finished by 5pm. Half an hour before off. Which mean i did nothing for that remaining time. LOL!

Went to gym and back by 7.30pm. Don't know why today i don't really have the mood to exercise. So i went back earlier and manage to reach by 8pm. Wow! That's a record. For the first time i reach home not later than 8pm. LOL!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Internship's Diary -Day 44-46

Day 44 (Wednesday)

I divided the part's books(total 12 left) to 3 parts. One to be completed today, and remaining 2 for next Thursday and Friday. Basically 4 books per day. Not a normal book k, can you imagine that each book contained hundreds or even thousand of part's numbers. Where you need at least 1 hour plus or even 2 hours to complete it. Sigh... straining my eyes. If i gonna to work like that for my job, guess i will resign within a week. LOL!

Went for Body Combat class. Got new release. Basically less tiring, but more focus on the technique. It's a good way to polish the kicking, punching skills.

Day 45 ( Thursday)

Was so boring keying those stupid numbers. I was so blur. Suddenly, Ay asked me to go out with him to meet some insurance guy for his client. So, went out with him, had lunch at Kenny Roger in IOI Mall. Somehow, not really nice, maybe because i craved too long, and by the time it served in front of me,..... the desire was lessen. Maybe that's human nature. Never learn to appreciate.

Went back kinda early from gym, thought able to reach home by 8.15pm, but stuck in jam till 8.40pm. Watched the Death Match movie (borrowed from Fitness First). The movie was superb. Really nice. Full of action. Just the ending was a bit lousy. Overall, i love it.

Day 46 (Friday)

Yeah, today another day with free lunch. Haha... Bad treat us again. Yeah.... I was kinda serious today. Rushing to complete the task. Coz i was a bit slower compared to my actual plan as i went out with Ay yesterday. Coz, he wasn't in my plan, just out of boredom. LOL! And finally i manage to finished all the parts number by 5.29pm. Wow... that was close. But at least i successfully carried out my plan. Good.



Recently i got more content a day by a day. Don't know why. It seem like i am happy and more cherish. Maybe, i finally know what i want. Or maybe the incovar camp let me brought back some valuable lesson, gift that enlighten me a bit. Or perhaps, i found a friend who i can really able to voice out my heart.
Gratitude! Thanks for everything i have now. I hope those joy of happiness will never leave me a part.I really appreciate what i have now. I have just forgotten all those painfulness i got in me.Freed from suffering. Yahoo...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 42 & 43

Jun 15 (Monday)

Since the day i was moved to Part Department, my working live was totally down. So boring. Start facing the laptop from 8.30am until 5.30pm. So, i don't know what to blog about.

Just talked about my fitness class. Had the RPM(cycling) class. Well, i was kinda worn out. Maybe too many day didn't exercise already or i got too much fat d. I surprisingly sweat a lot during that class.

Borrowed a CD from the fitness centre ( it's FOC), the returner. Didn't manage to watch coz busy on msn, reading manga and 'handling' call. LOL!

Failed to blog.

Jun 16 (Tuesday)

Called my scholarship company.They were suppose to bank in my internship allowance but they banked in the money for my study allowance. And the amount was not correct coz i suppose to get more as my application to Germany successful.The executive in-charge told me that she mistaken it. And need to discuss with the manager. So i need to wait till next week for further notice coz the manager is in oversea this week. How much? Hehe.... enough to get a macbook lo. haha...

Went to gym. Kinda tired. Went back early. Thought can reach home by 8pm, but....sigh.... stuck in jam. Only manage to reach by 8.30pm. Had my KFC dinner. Chat a while and blog a bit.....sleeping time.

ps: pending for my blog about incovar camp

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 40 & 41 (31st Incovar Camp)

Thursday, June 11

Feeling sleepy today, especially at the morning coz have to wake up early this morning to pack my stuff plus last night went back late due to facilitator briefing by Chee Onn until 11.45pm. Reached home around 12.10am. Another unproductive day for me. Facing the laptop for the whole day. Feeling like the time running so slow. Really don't like staying at Parts Department. Sigh...
Arrived at SJBA around 6.10pm. Been tricked to join the participants for dinner. Not an ordinary dinner. With you hand tied with others participants. Haigh... dummy Mervin got cheated again. Conducted the 1st night sharing session. Everything turn awful. I failed to conduct it properly. Coz i didn't really get ready about it. I don't even know what they have been through the whole day. Plus i am not good when it come to voicing out myself. I was stress and disappointed on myself.

Friday, June 12

Doing the same thing for the 5th day. Happy! Again been treated for lunch. This will, except Thursday, i got free lunch for the whole week. LOL! I was kinda happy to coz, the problem due to the sharing session solved. I found the solution! Thanks to the quote from Aristotle, i know what i should do.And during that session, i did conducted it well.(i suppose so).

It's kinda late now. Guess i am gonna continue it later.
Tada! Is kinda long din post my pic.LOL!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 38 & 39

Tuesday, Jun 9

Whole day keying the parts number onto the computer. A full unproductive day. Free lunch with pizza hut. Went back home early. Chatted with D for nearly 1 hours plus. No mood to blog.....

Wednesday, Jun 10

Outstation. Went to Sekinchan and Sg Besar to meet customers and dealer. Went into the paddy field area to collect debt more than 30k from customer. Regretted because didn't bring my camera. It's harvasting time. All the paddy field are in golden green colour. Was the 3rd time in strecht having free lunch. Customer treat. LOL!

Went to Subang fetch Jastin to Fitness First.We went for the body combat class. The class was kinda mild compared to the normal class.

10pm reached SJBA. Help up a bit. Then had meeting with Chee Onn until 11.35pm. Rushed back home.

ps: i am kinda busy lately with camps since last weekend. Tomorrow will be another camp at subang. Detail will post out later.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 37

Today i was suddenly transferred to Part Department for 2 weeks. Bad mood for the whole morning due to sudden changes. Face turned black for the whole day. Colleagues tried to make me happy. LOL! Required to key in the document into laptop. Some boring!

Afternoon, mood turned better. Coz after long thought, working in the office isn't bad either though boring. Less sweat, reduce pimples. LOL! 5pm finished my work. Rest till 5.30pm.

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no mood to write.....

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Internship's Diary- Day 34-36

I was suppose to blog this last night, but due to the internet connection down, I was unable to online for the whole night. Sigh…. I spent more than 2 hours trying to get connected.

June 2

We had new mechanic came in. Well, I was told to teach the newcomer how to install control valve on the tractor. The problem is, I never been taught to install the new type control valve. It’s kinda different than the usual one. Even me my not really know how to install the valve, and yet they ask me to teach him. Just like Malay proverb “Just like father crab teaching his son how to walk straight.” LOL!

For the cycling class, for the first time we had 2 instructors conducting us. Both of them are funny. Making her funny face expression, make jokes.LOL! Both Pat and CK really make me enjoy the whole 1 hour session.

Again, stuck in jam when i was on the way went home. For dinner, I thought of eating KFC. So I went to the KFC just in front of the housing area. What got me mad was I need to queue again. Just for the sake of eating KFC I wasted half an hour. I always I bad luck when I come on the queuing. The lane I queue always slow moving. sigh….

By the time I reached home, I was already 10pm. It was so late. Making me lost my mood to eat. And I just manage to finish half of the meal.

June 3

Went to Kajang with D to fix air compressor model D8. The valve was overheated and burnt. Finished job and lazed around before went back. Where and how long we lazed is kept in secret. LOL! If not, we might be scolded. LOL!

Evening, I had to replace some wire for the air compressor and the middle of the workshop without any fan. I was sweating like hell and complained to D. I was very happy coz I asked me to do other thing under the fan while he continues replacing the wire. Thanks D!

Went to gym, realizing that my physical progression was slow. After one and a half month, I admit that I did improved. But it still insufficient. My six packs still not obvious enough. My chest muscles far from fully build. Guess I need to train harder.

I went back earlier than usual. But the electricity was down. Damn! It was so hot. Again, I was sweating. Sigh… Last night I had a sleepless night becoz of the shortage of electricity causing sweat and been stung by mosquitoes. Again, déjà vu! Sigh….

June 4

Not much thing to do. Or maybe you can say nothing to do. So the senior mechanic, R teach us how ways to overhaul engine. Engine used was 3 cylinders. Firstly, we need to open up the whole engine. From there we can see how the internal engine looks like and the parts of engine system.

By 4.30pm, we stopped down I relax. This was the first time we were free so early. LOL! Talked around, bullshit here and there till 5.30pm. LOL!

Went to gym. Attended Body Combat class. Bought Mc D for dinner. Upset coz the unable to online.

June 5

Been summoned into office to do the debtor stuff. Again being loan shark, demanding for unclear debt. LOL! Boring, but at least I can spent some time to pen down my blog.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Emo Blog!


Lately, i got many feedback, comments, and complaints saying that i post out a lot of emo blog. Scolding people here and there, expressing my sadness, anger...all negative feeling. Well, who care. This is my blog. I can blog whatever i want. I ain't need any permission to post any emo blog. If you feel like wanna to read my blog, go ahead. But if you can't stand my emo blog, then back off.(i am mean.LOL!). Coz there will be more and more of these blogs.

Well, initially Chee Onn told me that i was the RED HAT THINKER! I was doubt about that, but after all, he was right. I am the red hat.LOL! Basically it mean people who think base on his/her emotion (sound like girl right?LOL!) For more information, please check about Edward de Bono, the inventor of the hat.

After flashing back, indeed i am emo person. Just that i hardly express out my feeling, my thought.Back that i was a guy who just know how to please and hurt his own feeling. But, today Mervin has changed. Though he still pleasing others, but with limit. Once it passed the limit, he will fight for himself.

What Frau Maria said was right.We shouldn't keep our feeling inside us. Compilation of all these bad feeling will just increase our stress. Solution! Fuss out!

I must care of myself first. If i don't protect myself, who will protect me? Play safe is still the best answer. People who comments are not in my shoe. They won't understand me. So, i must be selfish. (though i still a soft-hearted Mervin, easily get cheated.)