MIddle of Exam Weeks!

3 papers down, left another 3 to go.
But, this time exam, really pulled me down.
I lost my effort.
I lost my determination.
I lost my willpower.
I lost my track.
and.....
I had myself lost!
Somehow i am too different compared to last time.
Though i am the lazy type, but at least i did my best for every last minute i had.
but not this time.
I lost the feeling of trying
Days passed, as if i am wasting my time doing unnecessary things.

I really wish i am NOT the red hat thinker.
It's so unstable
It's so uncertain
It's so hard to be control
I am running out of time,
wonder if it will stop or pause for a moment.
Though it might show the immaturity side of me.
Living in fantasy.
I wish i am.......
Time up!
Continue thermo!