Back Off!

today, when i was checking my own blog, i found out someone searched my blog through google by searching "mervin chew s*** k*****"
i was really pissed off. Because today was sunday, and there is a jerk trying to dig up some stupid thing from the past.

Well, i don't denial, i am a bit harsh this time. I still holding the grudge where i was " career assassinated" due to company politic, where i has been the black sheep for someone to get promotion. I was sentence to death without any judgment but a feedback. I almost have to repeat my 5 months training, where i had gone 4 months of it. I almost lost my only chance to be in Germany as the training was one of the requirement. And i lost RM30000 scholarship because of this matter. All thank to the GM.

I was suppose to go all out against it, but due to YSD's AM closed conversation and she helped me a lot in relocating me back to another company. I really thanks her for her help.

Today, and again, someone trying to dig back the past. Looking for problems! I really hate it. I hate the moment when i was requested to sweep the floor of the workshop, throwing chemical disposal, get cuts and bruises all over my body, doing those stuff which is not related with my mechanical engineering degree. Being toyed by someone who do not work but pointing out finger.

Though, i already tried hard NOT to be involve in any political stuff in the company. But it seem like, being neutral, you will also be in trouble. And as you in trouble, no one will help you.

Sigh! I don't like to blog about this out. But, i really can't stand silence when someone trying to harm me again and again.

I was told to be more mature, think in the wider view, and blog in a more positive way. And, here go. I did it. But... how about J who cause me fired, the management who put all the blame on me. Can't you all think a little more mature! be more open to criticism! For me criticism is a way to improve a company. Terminating someone who criticise the wrong doing, won't solve any problem. The problem will remain there.

I am really tired of all these think. It really affect me a lot. Mentally, emotionally.
So, those who search for "mervin chew s*** k*****" via google.

PLEASE BACK OFF! I AM DONE WITH THAT. I WANT MY LIFE BACK!