last night, i had a bad dream, dreamt that been scold by lecturer during presentation. haigh... bad instinct.
Today, day for integrated project presentation. woke up as early as 6am(supposedly by 5am) Keep revising, and reading all the details of the report. Gosh, that's a lot to be memorized,and more to explain.... ready up myself, reached faculty by 8am. finalize all the presentation.
By 8.50am, we went to the meeting room, waiting for the lecturers to arrive. Our presentation start by 9.15am, 15 minutes late from the actual time.Why?Not our fault.
The worst thing was even before the presentation, we have been "attacked" for the sake of the university name. Instead of "National University of Malaysia", it must be in "Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia" What? Because they told us that," it's a big offense to change the name of the university. Huh? In fact, there was stated in the official website, even in my matrix card of that words. In didn't argue anything, just keep quite. They later told us that "National University of Malaysia" just nick name of the UKM. and cannot been use. Later, Our front cover of the is circled, and been told, "potong markah" what? They even ask who the one who write the cover, shit, somehow is me.
From that moment, i know that's just beginning, the worst still awaiting us. And true enough, during Q&A session, haigh.... speechless, horrible, terrible, vegetable. Kena kaw kaw.
Everything sucks from the beginning till the end. But can't be denial that today i do learned something. That's what my group member, Chun Ta said. I don't denial that, but somehow, that incident stuff still running in my mind throughout the day.
Finally, now, i'am cooled down. Flashing back what happened today. It's already the past. But now agree with Chun Ta that we actually learnt something today.
1) Learnt to be mindful every single words that came out from our mouth. Make sure you got strong reasoning with evidence for every statement made.
2) I learnt to be mindful every single thing you have written. Make sure it's logical, no mistake, every notation used must be according to engineering standardization.
3) Learnt to make more preparation even you are ready, practice make perfect.
4) Learnt to analyse, being attacked was a horrible stuff, take it positive, learnt from criticism, take out the what can be learnt.
5) Learnt to be a good employee. Be prepare to be "shoot", scold, obey, and let go.
6) Understand that you be always wrong if you not capable enough. Now i really understand the meaning "koung yan kong ye mou yan theng", "poor people say thing no people listen" Cantonese." Unless you are strong enough.
7) Perfectism make you perfect.
Though everything turned out to be suck, but who care, i LEARNT something today. Something precious. Thank you!
Oh ya, suddenly i found out my form 3 photos. Kinda missing them!
1st row(from left):Mervin,Amri(Cheekoi),Khairy(Abe), Cikgu Azman(squad teacher),Ashraf(Ash), Chairol(Chai),Abu
2nd row(from left): Hafifi(Kep), Murali, Arif(Penyu), Fatah, Nureikmar(Gebang),Shah(Bai), Firdaus(Kuda),Rashid.
Guess when we gonna meet again.
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