Today, again i have look clean people shit. Damn!!! Again, B left his unfinished job for me do. I was so frustrated when i need to do his leftover. I was getting angrier when i found that there were parts missing and some parts were wrongly assemble. Argh!!!
He was out station on the morning and back on the afternoon. When Sh asked him to clean the area where the tractor was assembled, that stupid B said " Not me the one who finished that tractor, i only half of it." F**k! After helping that idiot finished his work, now that idiot blaming me for not cleaning that place. F**k!
I was too fed up to talk with him. I guess he did notice i was angry on him. Whenever he asked me something, i will either answer without looking at him, or just ignore him. Sh did asked me to teach him ways to install the control valve on tractor model L28XX. He basically not dare not ask me, just look how i do that. And i just show him the way without saying a word. Guess i will never talking to him till he finish him training. LOL! I did that before. I am such i small gas person. Who care! Can't stand with me? Then back off!
Today, the line funk dance conducted by new instructor, Doris. A pretty, sexy, with well shaped body. Guess she in 20s. Well when you good body shape, and you dance.... Superb! Really seducing. But unfortunately the way she taught us sucks. I still prefer Benerd teaching us. Hopefully he will be back to class next week.
Spending whole day assembling the tractor M82XX. Basically i assembled 2 units of the tractor. Then disassemble the ROPS( a part of tractor) for model L28XX as per customer request. Wanna to treat the mechanics for lunch to thanks their help, but ended up the giving me the money back(with extra) coz they said that i am still studying, so.....
I was annoyed by B attitude who pretend stupid. He saw all the mechanics paying back me the money when i went to the counter to pay the bill. And that jerk said " Supposedly we wanna to treat them, but instead now, they treat us back" He was not even paying a single cent for that lunch. I was the one who paying. Seeing the others mechanics paying, he just look and do nothing. Plus the extra money not even enough to pay his meal. I still need to pocket out some amount to pay the bill. What that asshole did was just smile and look. Damn! I not even say that i am going to treat him. He assume that i am treating him. Again damn!!!! Plus i am the one who do the driving. F**k!!!
Went for body combat class. Then headed to Jusco to buy mosquitoes repellent. Last night i had difficulty to sleep due to the mosquitoes. Supposedly wanted to buy dinner, but ended up buying tong sui without food( forgotten). LOL!
Yeah, that day was my aunt's birthday. I not even knew it until she told me when i show her the tong sui i bought for her. Pity her! No celebration! My uncle went back at 12.30am.
May 28
I am getting more frustrated with that stupid B. Becoz of him, i get scold. F**k! Yesterday each of use assemble the tractor separately and i was actually kinda late went back coz busy cleaning up the workshop after assembling the tractor and that jerk just went back sharp 5.30pm. As the consequences, i got scold becoz of the mess in the workshop thank to B! He didn't tidy his place, the tools he used were all over the place, rubbish every where. Becoz he is new, he not been scold. F**K!!!!!!!!
When we do the cleaning, that selfish idiot just clean the area around the tractor he assemble only, while i almost done cleaning half of the workshop. Damn him! When i asked him to keep the tools. Guess what he said! " I am not the one who use that tools". Damn! Can you just keep it!
I was so busy cleaning the workshop and he just walked around. Then i asked him," have you done cleaning?" he replied me yes with all the rubbish, plastic bags in front him. He can actually walked through the rubbish as if its were transparent. Reason was that rubbish did not belong to him. Damn!!!!
I was so frustrated and not even want to talk to him. Give him a hand? Dream on! I will never he him again! I even need to clean up his shit today becoz he dump his half way work and went outstation. sigh....
Resumed work in workshop. This time with B(a trainee from Uniten). I taught him way to install the tractor L2800. Basically i didn't do much today. Just showing Ben how to install the tractor. LOL! As if i am an expert. Again, another unproductive day. Haha!
Went to cycling class for the first time. The instructor, CK was friendly. And she did remember my name even at the end of the class. At the end of the class, i have short conversation with her regarding the instruction she gave. I was kinda blur for the first time. Just as we ended the 3 minutes conversation, I saw a bunch of 3 aunties looking at us with a silly smile. Then CK talked to them. Their eyes tell me " CK, you kau chai r?" LOL!
Then went to Jusco and few optical shops. Felt uneasy when being stared my stranger at least 3 times. When i went back, i asked my aunt whether i look weird or strange. LOL! She said normal and she added that maybe i because looked like mix (Chinese-Malay). Please la! though i am from Baba Nyonya family, but i am a 100% pure Chinese. No doubt i got big eyes and sharp nose.LOL! Thank to the mechanics work, now i am getting tanner and tanner. Damn!
May 26th
Today work was assemblying tractor M82XX. Then helped D(mechanic) to change the wiring system for air compressor. Had lunch with B at Kong Sai Restaurant. Today we ordered chicken, a soup, and a vege. Coconut for our drinks. Eating with Ben reminded me my course mate. Those who eat very fast, or perhaps swallowing the food. I realized that when i just finished my 1st piece of chicken(in slices), Ben already having his 3rd. He is like rushing as if running out of time. It's my habit to take time to taste and chew my food properly before swallowing it. For me, having a meal, not merely get you stomach filled, but you also need to use your tongue to taste your food. Basically, Ben finished 2/3 of the food. LOL! While i was drinking my coconut, i need to scratch out the coconut meat from the shell. Today coconut was kinda old. Luckily u upper layer still got the jelly type meat compared to the white and hard type. I normally din scratch the meat until it touches the shell coz scratching too deep might ended up eating the coconut meat with the shell part. Surprisingly B actually scratch everything in the coconut. He even showed me that empty shell. I was laughing.LOL! In my mind " This guy really don't know how to enjoy food. Guess he will be happy if he can eat.LOL!"
After gym session, i went for another walk in IOI Mall, hoping to get a spec today. I went to all 6 optical shops in the mall, yet i still fail to get my desired spec. Again, i have been stared. Argh!!!!
Imagine someone stare at you from your hair till you toes!
When we in the middle of conversation, how do you avoid question that you don't want to answer?
Yesterday morning, i went for line dance funk class, just before the class, an aunty in her 30s looked at me and......
Ant: Hey, you cut your hair(in Mandarin) Me: Yeah, but do i know you?Ant: Previously your hair longer right? Me: Yeah, slightly long. End!!!!
The class began and she stopped the conversation.But obviously, she mistaken me ask someone else coz that was the 1st time i joined the Saturday class. LOL! And she pretend cool as if nothing happen.
On the evening, i went out with Jia Wen in Mid Valley, though i don't like that place. LOL! Went for some shopping and watch movie. "Angel and Demon". For me, that movie was superb. Really love it. Not about msytic but reality.
We had 3pm lunch(lol) at Kenny Roger. Well, definately we talk a lot. And...
JW: Lately i saw you blog and msn. It seem like you got complication love relationship. Me: Really? That was the past. JW: Why? You have been rejected? Me: I didn't even court anyone how i gonna be rejected. JW: Then? Me: I just in crush on someone. But i didn't do anything. JW: Who's that girl? S*****? Me: No. JW: Then me lor.Haha... Me: (Damn) Dream on la you. Fat hau r? JW: Then who is that girl?Me: Why must girl? can't it be man? (LOL) JW: Haha... I don't believe if you say you are queer. If another 10 years, maybe i believe. Me: Ceh! JW: Then you go find Wei Sung la. Me: Huh? You sohai la. Seeing him will make me vomit. LOL!
PS:At the end, she still fail to dig out who is the one i in crush with. LOL!
Yesterday i was kinda bad mood on the day, but fortunately i got myself back last night.
What make me moody yesterday?
1) I has been 2 weeks, but i still yet to regain my voice. 2) I was suppose to see doctor, but somehow, i was assigned to work outstation, Estate in Kuala Kangsar. So..... 3) I worked under the hot sun straight from 10.30am until 4pm. 4) I was frustrated with the stupid machine while disassembling the tractor L28XX. A lot of complication occur. Some of the parts stucked. Couldn't be open even though i tried it by force. Damn!!! 5) I was damn hungry,just half-boiled egg for breakfast at 7.45am and have to bear with my hungriness more that 8 hours. I was so weak plus doing those energy consumption work. Sigh... 6) Got myself more tanned. Can see the differences between 2 sides of my hand. LOL! 7)Super tired and sleepy.
What made me happy yesterday? 1) I joined the Line Dance Funk. I really love that class. I was a dance with latest heart beating songs with funky choreography. Though i was lost in some( probably most) of the tracks, but it was really interesting. Asked a boy about the class. Though, he looked nerd, look blur,short, around 18, BUT he told me that he had joined the class for 3 YEARS. No wonder, he can dance without the instructor guidance. Really shocked me. LOL! Somehow, the dance really cheer me up. 2) Out of sudden, i craved for cheese cake. The class ended at 10.15pm. By the time i finished showering and get out of the gym, it was already 10.35pm. Most of the shops was closed. I rushed to Secret Recepi with the hope that, it still open. By the time i reached the entrance of it, i saw the staffs were cleaning and the door was closed. Without caring the sign 'close' I entered the restaurant and with my pity, innocent face, i asked the lady at the cashier counter, " Am i still able to get some cakes?". She reply me, " Yeah, but only for take away." I was so happy and randomly choosen 2 cheese cakes. A chocolate and cappuccino. It has been months since the last time i ate it last time. Due to my diet period for 1 and half month, i barely take any supper. But, it's time to reward myself as my upgrading place successfully carried out(90% completion) LOL!
Somehow, i lost my mood to blog about my internship life. Instead of daily blog, i decided to blog it once every 2 days. Lazy! Maybe my internship life getting more and more boring. Lifeless!
Yesterday, i was assigned to modified the air compressor wires and switch. A total of 10 units. Damn! I did it like hell. But fortunately nothing much to do beside the compressor. Easy job, but because the workshop lack of tools, i wasted a lot of non-related tool to open the compressor. Sigh...
Today, another free day. Almost all of the mechanics were out for examination. Basically, my job of the day was checking the generator with 30kVA. Checking the generator was easy, but precaution step must be taken. Any mistake might cost your life coz it deal with high voltage generator. Luckily, nothing happen to me. LOL!
Americans choice, the church singer!
American Idol result was out and the winner was Kriss Allen. Million of Americans choosen folksy Kriss instead of punky Adam. Well, if i am a American, i will also choose Kriss. Having, simple, casual character actually attract the voter. While stylo Adam, will bad boy look fail to with the contest. Question, WHY?
Simple answer, the world still prefer good, innocent church boy than funky, wild boy. But i pity on Lambert coz his apperance, life pull him down. A talented singer failed to get enough vote coz of his life style. Maybe becoz he look wild, or maybe he is a punk, or maybe becoz he is gay. I don't know.... But at least i know, to survive, to stand out, you must look good in the eye of public.
After all, majority of the world still rejecting punk!
I did realise something from folksy Kriss. Make thing simple. Just like the song "Let it Be" for Beatles. I realised that i was trying too hard to improve myself without noticing that i was actually losing myself. Well, i will try to reduce my obsession while build a brand new Mervin. LOL!
I was so moody to blog yesterday. I don't know why. Perhaps unreachable love..... I am not gonna to blog about my weekend in hometown.
Yeah, i installed bigger size tractor, M82XX. Gosh, Just the tyre size, is already twice or maybe 3 times my size. LOL! For a trained mechanics, it took 3 hours to fully assemble the tractor,but for me..... lol! Only 1 for 5 hours. I am not a mechanic k. I am an engineer k. Due to my bad mood, i went for shopping. Stupid of me, went to Pandini Concept Store and..... spent nearly RM300 for just a white short, a singlet and a t-shirt. Damn expensive, plus i not really like it. Some more say it on sale, but the price......Sigh! No mood.
Today, i basically learned a lot of stuff. Firstly about the air compressor, the the tractor and finally the engine. After 2 weeks plus in workshop, my relation with the mechanics getting better and better. They are easier to communicate than expected. Previously i scared that i ain't communicate with them, but it seem like they are friendlier than what they seen. Again, don't judge the book by its cover. They seem like have a simpler mind set, don't think much, just do and talk whatever they feel is right.
In gym, i saw a not so leng chai looked elegant with his attire and hairstyle. I wish i got that skill. I have been looking so many ways to improve my outlook, yet in seem like i always fail to do so... Sigh.... I really suck when it come to this topic. Sometime, it make me look like uncle, sometime like lala, sometime like nerd, sometime weird. It never get me look better.
Sigh... not in mood again.... i am suffering now!!!
Today, all of the mechanics were outstation, leaving me alone in the workshop. All i did was just installing the single spool control valve on the tractor L2800. Overall, i rest more than work. Nothing much to do. Just barely a tractor.
It's Friday today, i am going back hometown today. 5.30pm sharp punched my card, and headed to Bangi. Need to pack my stuff and empty my room. Tonight, Kai Ian's friend will shift in to my room. So, by hope or by group, i need to clear all my stuff. Packed my stuff, had a shower, set my hair, sent my car to wash and then........ I went to see someone i in crush on. Just for 20 minutes. Without any confession or any special event. Just some empty talk (nonsense). I don't know what i am doing, just know that, i that i am in crush! Travelled all the way to Bangi, waited 1 and half an hour just to meet someone who barely know you. Haha... Mervin is turning to be a chicken!Chicken who only dare to look far from behind. Sigh.... Loser!
Becoz of that, i reached home by 12.45pm. Went back home. Still fresh, so manage to watch Red Cliff 2 DVD that i missed last time. By 3.30am, went to sleep. END!!!!
Whole day installing the control valve. I found out that i got more and more cuts and bruises on my body, my hands and legs. Working in the workshop ain't easy especially nerd boy like me who never use driller, spanar or hammer before( i only use it for fun when i was small). Left hand, got a cut on the knuckle, right hand got cuts on the last finger and my arm. Bruises on both of my legs. Plus, i am getting darker and darker, gonna be like the indon worker d. LOL!
No mood today,coz i was kinda tired and exhausted due to the heavy work. JJ was back, G also back, but they hardly talk to me. Everyone seem like kinda serious, so do i. Just doing my work for the whole day until 5.30pm, then bye. Haha...
Moody for the whole day. Don't even have the desire to exercise. Just did some jogging and sonnar. Then have dinner in Old town. Ate prawn mee, but still no appetite. Kinda bored, so i sms Li Yi(Ah Phua). She got something to gave me. She said something i leaned it to her, she wanna to return me. So we decided to meet up just opposite of IOI Mall. She gonna drop by to pass me the stuff. While i was typing this blog, she called me informing me that she is on her way. So i went out to get the thing. And......
what a lovely wrapper!
I really love it. It's a present. A scarf. I was so touched!!! It's a first farewell present for me.Thanks Phua Lai Yee! I love it.
Today job was assembling the control valve for tractor L44XX and L2XXX. At last, i learnt something related to engineering, Fluid Power system. I asked the Senior Mechanic to explain me how the fluid power system work and flow. Generally, i was kinda different from what i learnt before, but the least i know what is going on and how the fluid flow and how the trailer move. LOL! Thanks to my laziness, that never study till the very last minute.
What make me frustrated was every time when people saw me working in the workshop, the will ask,
Anonymous: Hey you new here? Me : Yes. Anonymous: Just start working here? Me : No. I am having my training here, about a month ago. Anonymous: Oh, SO YOU FROM WHICH POLYTECHNIC/ MECHANIC SCHOOL? Damn la! I am NOT A MECHANIC!!!! I am A FUTURE ENGINEERING!!!! Very sensitive case k! I am a degree holder k! People always confuse me as mechanic. Damn! Do i look like that? I am not looking down on them, it's just different.
Guess that, the more i exercise, i faster i recover. But the problem is, i still don't have the appetite to eat. The amount i eat getting lesser and lesser. I am gonna to loosing too much weight due to my sickness. Please, please stop that. I want to eat more. LOL!
I was wait for someone in msn, somehow it's already 4th day, but we still fail to bump into each other. Sigh.... I need some answer to make some judgment and decision.
I found out this song from the MTV today. It's a Japanese singer,Utada Hiraku singing english song Come Back To Me. I really love this song plus her powerful voice. It's just nice to me coz i hard find any Asian singer sing good english song.
The rain falls on my windows And the coldness runs through my soul And the rain falls, oh the rain falls I don't want to be alone I wish that I could photoshop All our bad memories Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks Won't leave me alone
If you come back to me I'll be all that you need Baby come back to me Let me make up for what happened in the past
Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me Boy you're one in a million Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me You're one in a million (One in a million)
Lower East Side of Manhattan She goes shopping for new clothes And she buys this and she buys that Just leave her alone I wish that he would listen to her side of the story It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad And she's wiser for it now
I admit I cheated Don't know why I did it But I do regret it Nothing I can do or say can change the past
Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me Boy you're one in a million Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me You're one in a million (One in a million)
Everything I ever did Heaven knows I'm sorry babe I was too young to see You were always there for me And my curiosity got the better of me Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z Call me what you wanna babe I open my heart to thee You are my priority Can't you see you've punished me More than enough already Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me Boy you're one in a million Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me You're one in a million (One in a million)
Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me Boy you're one in a million Baby come back to me I'll be everything you need Baby come back to me You're one in a million (One in a million)
This morning still kinda sick, starting from sore throat, followed by flu, then sneezing, fever and lastly cough. All came in package. LOL! After a day rest, i was getting better. Though i still having flu and some cough, but physically ok. Energetic and enthusiasm. For the morning, i was assigned to assemble the L2XXX tractor, just some minor installation. Doing it alone, took my own sweet time.Haha... My colleague told me to do slowly since i am still sick. Sick boy tai sai. LOL!
Not my car, just an example!
Today, my colleague told me that yesterday there were 2 bad news, since i was mc yesterday. One of my colleague lost her father due to cancer, another one lost a child due to high fever. What i shocking news, both also passed away yesterday morning. It seem like a bad month, i got sick, colleagues lost their family members and today, just when i wanted to work, i found out that my left side behind was tire punctured. Gosh! I was almost late to work. I was looking for tyre shop, but it was just 7.55am. Shit, what to do, changed it myself. Thanks to my dad, i am actually capable in a lot of stuff, but just don't want to get my hand dirty. This was the second time i encounter this problem, first one was during CNY, have to change it myself. Like usual, sweat and got dirty. After all, i am just another jerk who know how to spend without generating any income. LOL!
Get the latest hit from here!
Gym session, today i broke my own record. I actually jogged for 40 minutes for 6.2km, which gave me an average of 9.3km/h. Normally i just jog on the machine just for 15-20 minutes. The more i jog, the more energetic i am. Coz today the MTV channel was functioning and i was able to enjoy the songs. Most of the time that channel was out of service. I was suprise on myself, i was sick, yet i still able to jog for 40minutes. It's seem like i am recovering. Guess my gym session really help. In the past, i took a week or more to fully recover. Hopefully tomorrow i will fully heal.
I am still sick today. Luckily i got the MC. Feeling kinda weak and uninspired. Lazed around here and there doing nothing. Don't have the appetite to eat, but becoz of the medicines i must eat. Sigh...
Ha....choo!!
Yesterday was Mother's Day celebration and i just gave my mum a simple text wishing her happy mother day. That was the only i gave her, I am kinda unfilial right. Bad boy! And she replied me " Thank you, I love you too". Though, it was just a simple text, i can feel her appreciation, her love toward me.
I Love You!
Couple of weeks ago, i met Amy, an old friend of mine. She is married with 2 kids and 26 now. We had a short chat, this and that and somehow we touched ago her relationship. I was surprise with her answer.
Amy: You know what, after 5 years marriage, my love toward my husband is fading. Me: Why? You don't love him anymore? Amy: No. I still love him, but seem like not as much when we just got married. Me: Why then? Amy: It's about the children. Me: Children? Why? Amy: When i have kid, i start loving my kid more than my hubby. Me: Is it you put all your time only on your children? Amy: Yeah, i gave all my time, my energy to them. Me: How about your husband? Amy: We had less and less conversation. Me: Don't you scare if someday there might some confrontation between you and him? Amy: I never thought about that before. Me: Then, what will you do,if someday, i realized that you don't love him anymore? Amy: Well, since we already have our children, no matter what, i still will be together becoz of our children. Me: So you mean that from love turned to responsibility. Amy: Yes.
We had a long conversation, even some personal stuff. After all, love never last.
After so many years living in this world, i realized that love is a form of suffering, yet i will still tried to own it. Love brings you joys and tears. But it's better than living in the sorrow of loneliness.
I wonder why the love that the parents gave to their children able to last forever, but a couple love will somehow has the ending, Mum love toward me never fade since the day i was born, yet until today, i still can feel her love, it's like getting stronger. I have seen many great, happy couples together, but i never heard that they had a great ending. Again, love a complex thing.
I was feeling a bit of sore throat since the night we went for possession, but it getting worst. Once i got up the bed, i felt that my throat was very day and itchy. And the phlegm was yellowish green. Damn!!! I got infected by flu virus! I know gonna start getting sick. I really hate it. Every time when i was sick, i took me days to recover, or even a week plus. The truth is i am relatively weak compared to others. I easily got sick since i was small. Compared to my family member, i got sick more frequent than the others. Call me peng lou (sick guy).
Coz it was just a minor flu(at the beginning), i didn't seek for clinic and continue working. I know, it was Sunday, still...... When the company release out the memo, you can't do anything, unless you don't want to work there anymore. I can't if i stop, that mean that i am gonna to extend another year for graduation. LOL!
After work, i went to pharmacy to get some medication. Bought some non-drowsy flu medicine, sore throat medicine and a pack of mask. I scared that my flu will infect my cousin. It cost me RM23 just for that. Later, when i went back home, i aunt suggested me to see the doctor in a clinic called Mediviron. The doctor told me that, i don'thave fever, but it was just a beginning. I requested for MC for the next day, coz i know that i will start getting sick later.
I hope that i can heal soon. I really hate this kind of feeling. Blur, drowsy, itchy throat..... all the unpleasent feeling. Sigh.....
Today is Wesak day, a day that celebrate the birth, death and enlightenment of Buddha. I was a public holiday, yet every staff in SK were compulsory to work due to the stock check. This stock check was just another suffering day, working in the holiday mood. And we need to cramp in the stock to calculate the amount of stock. Can you imagine 20 people stucked in a tiny store with any aircond. It was so hot and stuffy. I don't really have the mood on it. I purposely finish my lunch earlier and continue to do the stock check so that i can finish it earlier and can get back faster. And my group was actually finished the job by 2.30pm. I thought i can get back, but we were not allowed to do so, This worsen when i actually asked assist the other for check up. Again, we were given another 3 racks to check. Sigh....
I tried not to speak any impolite word to respect the Wesak Day. But i never thought that i would be so hard for me. LOL! Coz i used to that bad habit. Went to Brickfield and reached around 7.10pm. Daniel told me that the possession start at 7pm. I rushed to Mahavihara Temple, but the possession had begun. I called Daniel to meet him. Guess what, he was more than 1 km in front me. I had to run all the way to catch them with just a pair slipper. I didn't expect for possession, i just thought of going around the temple and do some simple puja then get home, but..... As the consequences, i got cuts on both of my legs and toes. Sigh.... so cham!!! Overall the possession was very interesting, we were at the front of it. There we once, when we slowed down our walk, and the minister (Koh Su Khoon) was just 1 meter behind us, and we walk as if he is transparent, until his bodyguard block us away from him. Damn, the body guard was so rude. I wanna to blog more about this 10km possession, but now is already 1am. And need to work tomorrow So...... good night!
Last night i told Kah Wei to wake me up 6.30am so that i can get ready earlier, I told him that if i don't go to work, i will be kick off from the company and need to extend another 1 year.
I was super tired and sleepy!
And.....He did really woke me up at 6.30am sharp. Guess he didn't sleep that night. I wonder what he is doing then. I was still weak that time, and he pulled me up, informing me that it's time to wake up, by 7am, the road to Puchong will start to jam, so i must go out before that time. Took a bath, packed my stuff and just 10 minutes before 7, i drove back to Puchong. I was still a bit of headache and damn sleepy. Bcoz i drove back before 7, i manage to escape from the traffic jam and got into the office by 7.20am. Still early, get some nap till 8am.
Today we had the stock check where all the staffs in SK were grouped into 2 persons per group. i was lucky, i am the only group with 3 people. Basically we just need to count the amount of a certain stocks for phase 1. While phase 2, we need to verify other group count. And we manage to finish it just before 12pm and we were free.
I didn't do anything on the afternoon to evening session.LOL! Coz there were nothing to do, all there technicians were there, just like me doing nothing, and they told me to rest. I straight away went to place where we do our meeting at get some nap. That was a strategic spot for resting.LOL! I was also sleeping during lunch. I was getting here and there some nap to compasate my sleeping debt for last night.
Just 5.30pm sharp, i straight away went back home. Again, i didn't went to gym today. I was too tired for and gym training. Just got back home, get a pack of instant noodle for dinner, blog a bit, then sleep. I actually wanna to wait for a friend of mine to online, unfortunately, i was too tired to do that.
Last night i failed to blog becoz.......... Let start everything from the start till the end.
View taken from the place did the generator installation for the use for telecommunication tower.
Yesterday i was assigned to Tangkak, Johor for the installation of alternator with a technician, D. This was the first time i went to Johor ( so you can expect that i not even been in Singapore). I was exited when i had been informed that i will be going for outstation tomorrow, but it turned ought when we started our job. First of all, the alternator was damn heavy, i guess around 60-70kg. Secondly, i must work under the sun. Can you imagine that i was working under the sun without any shed from 11am -1.30pm. It's freaking hot. Luckily i just had a bit sun burn on my cheek. When i was working under the sun, i looked on the sky and said," Sun, get away. Be cloudy or rainy" Within 20 minutes, it really turned cloud and windy. As if the nature can listen to my thought. This remind me of a song Prayer by Madonna. I love that song.
Since we finished out job earlier that expected time, we went to Muar, Din's hometown for a while. He wanna to bring me to his fruits farm. Currently, there are only mangoes, the mangoesteen and durian still yet to ripe.
Somewhere in Muar, birth place of Negarukuku song.LOL!
Mangoes we picked. You can smell the fragrant of the mangoes even your are 200m from the farm.
I didn't went to Fitness First yesterday coz Li Yi and her housemates asked me out for dinner at Syabu-Syabu, a Japanese buffet dinner. It's kinda cheap, Just RM26+, a lot's of varieties. PLUS Li Yi treated me. Got free dinner.LOL!
My favorite, red squid! Just left one!
The naughty Mervin actually asked Li Yi are she going for clubbing tonight during our dinner. LOL! My seduction kinda successful coz the Japanese Restaurant actually playing those clubbing songs like Lady Gaga,Shawn Kingston.... Making her got the mood to club.(bad Mervin). Plus we actually left another bottle of Chivas there last Saturday. And finally we decided to go! Finish dinner by 10.30pm, straight away went home to bath and pack my stuff.By 11.20pm, i reach Li Yi's house. She still not ready, still in make up. We were at Poppy by 12.35am. That night, the popi was only half of the section, another half was closed. Lesser people, but cooler. Each of Li Yi's coursemates brought their respective friends, including Li Yi herself. LOL! So, it's kinda a lot people today. I can't believe that i was again in Poppy less that a week. Gosh!!!!Which mean i actually clubbed 2 times i just a week. Plus this was the 3rd time i has been to Poppy. Thursday was ladies night, so......
For me, this was the best night i ever had for clubbing. Previously i was with friends which not the clubbing type or those going with their gf and bf, so....less fun. This time, more girls. I was particularly high thanks to those guys who got me into 1 shot drink for 5 rounds. Damn, i barely stand straight. LOL! That night, a chick, a future nutritionist was so open and hot, so...... Li Yi told me, " Mervin don't chao sui" LOL! I wonder, am i over chao sui? Or maybe thanks to the alcohol effect. That night, we changed our role, Li Yi is the one who taking care me.LOL! She did the driving(back Bangi), brought me plastic in case i vomit, bought me ice tea... though she was kinda clumsy( why? ask her.LOL!), but i really appreciate her concern toward me. Thank you!
From left Sheryl , me and Li Yi. Damn, my shirt was wet (chivas+ mixer+sweat)LOL!
There was one incident, where the girl,Sheryl who studying nutrition saw me smoking and said, Sl: Don't smoke la, smoking bad for health. Me: Then, is it Chivas good for health? Sl: Sure ( and she laugh) Me: I only smoke when i club. I am a good boy k! Sl: Me too. A good girl. That was a silly conversation. LOL!
Bet Li Yi will kill me for this photo.LOL! For the blog, click here. Li Yi/Sylvianna/Ah Phua was my partner for 1st year college prom night and my best clubbing partner.LOL! Gonna to miss her soon!
We didn't go for mamak session coz Li Yi said later i have work, so we should go back soon. She drove me back. Took me up to her house. She and Kah Wei took care me. Prepared me a mattress, a plastic bag and even boil hot water for me, and carried me up from the bed to drink water. I was so tired hardly get up from the mattress. I was staying at Bangi, straight away sleep coz i need to get up by 6.20am coz there might be a mass traffic jam on the way from Bangi to Puchong.
I almost fell asleep just now which waiting for my turn to online. I am currently using my uncle's laptop to online due to some complication. Lazy to explain again.
Back then when i was in Uni, i normally sleep more than 10 hours perday, but now just 6 hours perday!LOL!
This was the second day in workshop. Again, i was playing the lego like game. LOL! Assembling the tractor L2XXX. Today, i assemble the whole tractor by my own. Yeah, i am capable in it! I actually assembled a tractor for the second day of my workshop's session. That's a record i guess for a trainee like me. LOL! Come on la, i am a future engineer k. Not mechanics. Of course i am better. I am someone with a degree. Sure my absorbing rate higher. Just i got a little bit of problem with the weight of the tractor. Some parts really heavy, especially the the differential part, it is nearly 30-40kg. I almost hurt my back.LOL! There a lot more different tractors, soon i am gonna to try each of them. Working in workshop just like you in the transformer movie, where you can see many type of tractors, from the size of kancil car until the size of 3 tonne lorry. LOL! The L2XXX model is just like the size of kembara, slightly smaller.
My childhood cartoon turned into a famous action movie.
Working in workshop was damn tiring, it consumed a lot of energy. What you need is energy and energy. It was even more exhausted that going for gym or body combat. I can feel the strain and pain from my muscles. Normally, i am still energetic after gym session, but these 2 days were making me so lazy to move around.LOL! Good news for myself. I am actually 62.5kg now compared to 66kg last 3 weeks. That's mean that my weight reduction's plan paid off. I was atually gained 7kg since from April(i was 59.2kg) to October(66-67kg) last year. When i go out, my friends sure tell me, " Mervin, you fat d la. With tummy and chubby face" I heard that more that 50 times and i decided to reduce my weight which supposely to be carried out during December, but...... so i postponed it during my internship. Well, after i diet with a lot of vege, meat, and egg + lesser quantity of rice, i sucessfully reduced 3.5kg in 3 weeks. Yes! I did it. I was suffering without supper, and junk foods(my favourite.LOL!). Now is the maintaining part, i must keep maintaining this weight. So far, there is not much improvement on my physical side, but at least, those fat is reducing, next step, i will continue will physical build up and start eating like usual with certain limitation.If not, there is no point for me to attend the gym session.LOL!
Some of my pants are actually getting looser, but some still the same.
Today was the first day i start my training in the workshop, the task of the day,assembling tractor L2XX. For me, that was technician works, but that the trainee job. Must get in to experience what the technician's job. Over all, the job consumed a lot of energy and you must get yourself dirty. I even get a small cut on my finger, but i didn't tell anyone or any treatment coz this was the first time working in workshop, i don't want people see me incapable in the workshop. Call me ego, call me stupid. This is Mervin.LOL!
Money! Money! Money!
Actually working in the workshop is just like a tai chi ye (rich boy) farming in the farm. LOL! After all, i am consider a small tai chi ye.LOL! Coz i never work before, except once in genting. My dad is the owner of a glass and aluminium shop, and my brother is working with him. I am such a loser who just know how to spend money without generating any income. Such a pai ka chai. So imagine how i hold the spnar.LOL! A guy who only hold pen and pencil and his eyes on the computer and books, but now he has to hold spanar and facing the tractors. LOL! Working in the workshop isn't that bad (at the moment) just like a town boy getting exited with the village life. Haha... Don't under estimate me k, though i am lazy, doesn't mean i don't know. I look innocent, doesn't mean i am good boy. I look weak and soft, doesn't mean i am incapable and useless. Coz, in my life, i have a very skillful man beside me. He taught me a lot. From cooking skill, using hardware to life philosophy. That man is my FATHER! I know a lot of things. say it, cooking? wiring? general knowledge? history? news? housing design? ........ That's why i know a little bit of this and that. So, this workshop won't be a problem to me.LOL! Isi kacang la! My colleugues in the office keep asking me," how? ok? still can tahan?" Coz the said that, "you are a degree holder, that job to heavy for you." Then funny thing was everyone keep focusing the scar on my right hand. Sigh.... i really dunno how to explain (ask Li Yi la, wanna to know, see my previous blog, Night Life). They though that i got the scar from the workshop.LOL! I am not that weak k!
First day in workshop really exhausted and i just had an house of gym session due to tiresome. In the gym, i overheard a gym trainer telling his student about genetic and the rate of physical improvement. He said that if your ancestor was a war warrior such as Guan Yu, then you got the tendency to get your body in shape fast, but if your ancestor was the literature type, book worm, then i need some time to build up you body. I was wondering how true his theory.LOL! But who care, I still think that determination is the key of sucess.
If you notice, my internship count is base of the day i go for my training, excluding weekend and public holiday.
I was suppose to start my workshop session today, unfortunately my safely boot reached after lunch. So my workshop session will start by tomorrow. Basically i did nothing much today. I didn't bring my laptop to work because i thought of the training in the workshop. Well, i did intentionally not bringing my laptop coz i don't really like to use my personal laptop for office work. Plus, the office computer might contain a lot of viruses, if documents plus viruses are transfered to my laptop..... gone case!!!
Today i saw a model like leng chai went to my working place. But the sad part was, he actually in the office to spray some pest control. LOL! What more interesting was he actually had a very soft sound, sort of baby sound. I bet when i tell this to Jia Wen about the first part, she will....LOL! But if i tell her about his occupation and voice......LOL! You know, i know, that's enough! After all, nothing perfect. If you got something, on the other hand, you miss out something. Though no doubt that there are people who life in fairy tale life. But who know the reality behind it.
How true is fairy tale? Or just a story that cheat the kids?
I really i am getting more vain. I am getting exaggerated of myself. Trying to improve and improve. Physically, mentally, studies, career. Everything that related to me, i want to get it perfect. I know it's hard, but my determination, my desire encourage me to continue it. I am in my 20s now, another 2 years, i will be a quarter century old. LOL! Time's running, i must optimize the usage, doing thing that only can be done at this moment. I don't want to regret for thing that i missed up which i know i can't afford to miss it. That's why i am still single now, coz my requirement have been leveled up. LOL!
As i promised to Li Yi, we went to Popi last night. This was the second times I have been in Popi. Basically we reached there around 11pm. But the thing is, we are just 6 people while the entrance rule was 4 heads per bottle of liquor. Li Yi said that she has another 4 friends coming, so total will be 10. We were discussing about the amount of liquor we should order and we finally decided to get 2 bottles of chivas for 6 people. Just before we order it, Li Yi friends came, 4 of the Jared, Chris, Philip, and Hakim (I can remember them coz all their name not Chinese.LOL) Well, they had another plan, they wanna to order 4 Chivas. For admission, 4 bottles were equivalent to 16 people. It cost us RM380 per bottle and somehow all the alcoholics agreed with that (including me) LOL! So, we paid for it and get in. Last night was suppose for those with reservation only, but due to the amount of liquor we ordered, I actually got the member seats. Well located, with good view, plus cushioned seats. After all, money changes everything, if you willing to spend, then you will get what you want. Money rulez!!!
A clearer view!
Well, it was fun, but the problem was i had only 3 girls, plus 2 of them came with their bf. Damn! Li Yi's friends kept on flirting her, so what i did was ss most of the time.LOL! Well, i drank a lot, but i wasn't drunk than night. It's seem like my alcohol tolerance increased a lot,coz i didn't really get myself warm up. Seem like my imunity to alcohol increasedd. Haha.. We actually finished 3 chivas for 1 night, and the remaining was kept for next session.
I was a bit of mess up last night where we were actually searching each other. There was a time when Jared took Li Yi to dance while i was force drink my bottom top. Well, after 1 shot of full glass chivas, i was a bit blur. LOL! It took me a few minutes to notice that Li Yi was missing. Her coursemate and i splited up and search for her. From the dance floor to toilet, toilet to dance floor again, then to the first floor. I even climbed up to the DJ's stage to get a better view, but still fail to get her. I was a bit of nervous coz she was alone with some friends that she just met for the 3rd time. After a long search, i went back to out place and i saw Li Yi was there. I was a bit relief back then. That time was 2.30am, Li Yi was sitting and chatting with her friends, noticing that her coursemates were there, i asked them to have a look on her. I wanna to get some break.
After i went to toilet, i straight away to the dance floor. I got myself just below the DJ's stage doing nothing. Just listening to the music played and observing people around them. I lost my mood that time and somehow i was cover by loniness. From the front of the dance floor, i actually saw a lot of thing, i saw a girl slapped a guy, a coulple doing french kiss, people enjoying their dance, i even noticed some crooked guys there. And what make uninspired were the couples there. LOL!
Then i went back to our gathering place. Li Yi was drunk, with Hakim flirting with her. That time, was almost 3am. So i just hang up there till 3pm. We went to mamak's stall next to Popi, had some tea and noodle. Li Yi feel like vomiting, and she did vomit out a full cup of #$%%, just like the size of tea tarik. By 4.15, we went back home. I took Li Yi upto her room. By that time, Kah Wei was there, he helped to take care of Li Yi. In her room, again, she vomit again, just like previously, she had the difficulty to vomit. It took sometime for her to vomit out. She was suffering, she cried, and complaining difficulty of breathing. I was so helpless when it come to this situation, and when she blamed on me for neglecting her, i felt guilty. I feel like i am such a loser and for the sake of apology, i treat her for the clubbing. That mean i am paying double.(OMG!!! I am super broke d).
This scratches serve as a reminder for me no remember my responsibility as a friend!
But i did observe something from the clubbing
1) All men are jerks. They only had their eyes to someone they think is pretty. They will flirt with her and do whatever to get her attention. Guys are full of lust. Hiao!!! (sorry to say, sometime, i am one of them). From stranger to my close friend, from manly to sissy, from fat jerk to thin, from tall to short, from ugly to handsome, for straight to queer, all men are the same. They are jerks.
2) I am sucks in caring people. I noticed that really don't know how to care people. I don't even know how to feed a girl using spoon. (of course you say, just put it in her mouth) I don't know how to carry a girl up from lying to sitting position and from sitting to feed her. I don't know how to comfort a crying girl, i don't know how to answer her question. I don't even know how to protect her. I felt kinda loser. Though she just a friend of mine, but still.... Recently i felt like i am more restricted to my expression, my thought and my action. I just can't do what i suppose to do. Sigh...
What the tut!
