Everlasting or Neverlasting Love!?

I am still sick today. Luckily i got the MC. Feeling kinda weak and uninspired. Lazed around here and there doing nothing. Don't have the appetite to eat, but becoz of the medicines i must eat. Sigh...

Ha....choo!!

Yesterday was Mother's Day celebration and i just gave my mum a simple text wishing her happy mother day. That was the only i gave her, I am kinda unfilial right. Bad boy! And she replied me " Thank you, I love you too". Though, it was just a simple text, i can feel her appreciation, her love toward me.

I Love You!

Couple of weeks ago, i met Amy, an old friend of mine. She is married with 2 kids and 26 now. We had a short chat, this and that and somehow we touched ago her relationship. I was surprise with her answer.

Amy: You know what, after 5 years marriage, my love toward my husband is fading.
Me: Why? You don't love him anymore?
Amy: No. I still love him, but seem like not as much when we just got married.
Me: Why then?
Amy: It's about the children.
Me: Children? Why?
Amy: When i have kid, i start loving my kid more than my hubby.
Me: Is it you put all your time only on your children?
Amy: Yeah, i gave all my time, my energy to them.
Me: How about your husband?
Amy: We had less and less conversation.
Me: Don't you scare if someday there might some confrontation between you and him?
Amy: I never thought about that before.
Me: Then, what will you do,if someday, i realized that you don't love him anymore?
Amy: Well, since we already have our children, no matter what, i still will be together becoz of our children.
Me: So you mean that from love turned to responsibility.
Amy: Yes.

We had a long conversation, even some personal stuff. After all, love never last.

After so many years living in this world, i realized that love is a form of suffering, yet i will still tried to own it. Love brings you joys and tears. But it's better than living in the sorrow of loneliness.

I wonder why the love that the parents gave to their children able to last forever, but a couple love will somehow has the ending, Mum love toward me never fade since the day i was born, yet until today, i still can feel her love, it's like getting stronger. I have seen many great, happy couples together, but i never heard that they had a great ending. Again, love a complex thing.

Perhaps Love!